lockdown ♡ hyunin

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→ he misses his babie

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[hyunjin.]

i didn't realize that jeongin really meant it when he said that we both needed each other. of course he went to minho's house, there isn't any other place to go since we are on lockdown.

"why isn't he picking up? why isn't anyone picking up? they had the audacity to post pictures of each other and now-" i heard a 'ding!' sound and i realized that jeongin left his phone on the counter.

but why aren't minsung answering?

i looked over my to inspect their house but its windows were shut. i even tried knocking on their door, but to my disappointment, it seems like everyone is ignoring me.

i really want to tell jeongin what i feel, but he needs time away from me, and i should respect that.

i went back home, and i saw my dog on his bed "i guess it's just me and you, kkami." i tried talking to him.

"what should i do kkami? i want innie to return here, you do too right?" and with that said, kkami glared at me. he was probably mad at me because i made innie sad, i can't believe my dog is my anti.

why am i such a coward? i don't want to lose him like i lost seungmin. if he was here, he'd advise me to be honest and express my feelings.

i miss him so much, but for the sake of everyone, i must carry on without him. jeongin's here now, and i won't let him go.

to distract me from my thoughts, i brought kkami to my backyard so we could play together.

"kkami, fetch!" i threw the ball at his direction, only for him to avoid it and bark at me.

i guess we're both afraid of a lot of things. like hooman, like doggo.

"should i just feed you boy?" "bark!" ugh, i swear he only likes him when i bribe him with food. he's still cute though so i'll give him a pass.

being with my dog did lift my mood up a bit, but i still felt incomplete without him.

i tried watching try to laugh compilations, jinyoung moments and almost everything. nothing could compare to my happiness when jeongin was here with me.

my loneliness went on for three days, but it actually felt like a whole millennium to me.

"is he never going back here? did i really hurt him that much? i messed up big time, and i regret not pleading him to stay.

then, a knock on my door suddenly stopped my thoughts. "hi hyungie, i'm back."

he came back to me.

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