It's a forever type of love

𝗖𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝘄𝗼

I just arrived at my apartment in Ohio. We got back about two hours earlier that usual because there was no traffic. Dylan had woken up about an hour ago and as we got out of the car, he said "thank you for halting my ass back to Ohio." I laughed then I responded with "it's totally fine." He smiled then he said "no, like seriously. You could've left me with my sister in New York and I would've missed prom, but you didn't and I owe you one." I looked at him then I replied with "you're my best friend, I would've climbed to the moon and back for you. Any day, any time."
He smiled at me then he got a lot closer to me. I think I knew what he was about to do and I was right. He leaned in to kiss me but I didn't pull away. I've been waiting for this moment for 10 years, so I kissed him back and we ended up making out passionately for about ten minutes. I wrapped my legs around his waist as leaned against the hood of my car. I knew it was wrong, he was under the influence of alcohol. I shouldn't be doing this at all, but I did it anyway. He opened the backdoor of my car and then he pushed me inside. He unbuckled his jeans and I unbuckled mine. He then got into the and closed the door behind him. At this point, he was laying on top of me, I felt his large member rest on my pussy. And before I could do anything, he pushed it inside. I arched my back as my hands clawed his back. I was a virgin, so it started off as pain and slowly turned into pleasure. I let out a loud moan, as he continued thrusting himself into me. I can't believe that I actually just lost virginity to my crush of ten years. His thrusts got sloppier and that's how I knew he was reaching his climax. I was could also feel I was reaching mine. Soon after, he let out his load into me and we both started breathing heavily.

When I woke up the next day, the sweet smell of coffee roamed around my room and the sunlight was peering through my windows.
I got out of bed and I went to go stand on my balcony. I then heard footsteps coming towards me, so I turned around and Dylan was just standing there shirtless and he was holding two cups of coffee. I took one cup out of his hand and then I said "well this is a nice gesture."
He rolled his eyes and then he responded with "don't flatter yourself, it's my way of saying sorry, for causing you so much hassle earlier."
I looked at him and then I said "honestly it was no hassle, but do you remember anything from this morning?" He nodded and he asked "what? Were you checking to see if I remembered that we fucked?" My jaw dropped open and I was left speechless, I thought because he had consumed so much alcohol that he wouldn't remember. But he remembered perfectly and he also probably remembers the fact that I didn't push him off, which means he knows that I like him, which is going to cause all sorts of issues. But I didn't want to overreact, so I asked "what exactly do you remember?" He looked at and then he replied with "I remember the fact that I leaned in to kiss you and it ended up turning into car sex." I looked down and then I literally put my head in my hand and I didn't want to lift it back up but I knew I had to, so I lifted head and I said "it's literally not what you think..." He interrupted me by saying "please, don't try to come up with some petty excuse. I'm not stupid, I know you've had a crush on me for 10 years." So I asked "wait, how did you know?" He laughed and then he responded with "literally everyone in school knew, including my sister and me, but she thought it was a little crush that you would eventually get over, but clearly you haven't." I didn't know what to say, so I asked "are you upset about it?" He smiled then responded with "no, I just wished you would have told me because I used to have a crush on you as well and even though I knew you liked me, I didn't want to say anything in case it was a rumour. It would've jeopardised our friendship and you have been one of the best female friends I have ever had." I smiled then I said "I am the only female friend you have ever had." He laughed then he nodded and responded with "okay true."
I looked down then back up and I asked "can we just forget this ever happened and go back to being best friends?" He nodded then he said "I would love that and speaking of friends, would you like to go to prom with me? You know, as friends?" I laughed and then I said "yeah, I would love to." And we spent hours talking and laughing like best friends do.

I had just gotten back from driving Dylan home, and my other best friend Shana had come to mine to get ready for prom with me.
I met Shana at Kent state two years ago and I was always really inspired by her fashion designs because they were truly incredible. Shana designed and made the dress I'll be wearing to prom and to be honest it's better than any store made dress I ever could've bought.
I was currently doing my hair, then Shana came up to me and she asked "so why didn't you take the opportunity to be with Dylan?"
I sighed then I responded with "because clearly whatever crush he used to have on me is now gone, and I'm not ruining a good friendship that I have made. So I figured it would be best for both of us to just stay as friends and forget all that ever happened." I saw Shana roll her eyes in the mirror and then she replied with "girl, you need to stand your ground and fight for what you want. Don't just let good opportunities slip way. YOU friendzoned him and that was the biggest mistake you could ever make because now he thinks that this is a harmless crush when it's not. Like everyone knows that you've been high-key crushing on him since you started learning fractions."
I turned around and looked at her then I said "you're right, I friendzoned him and the reason why I did that is because I'm trying not to ruin my friendship with Zoe. She means just as much to me as you do and dating her brother would be breaking girl code and I can't break girl code." Shana looked at me and then she responded with "y'all still follow girl code? How old are y'all? Girl code is for kids babe. At the ripe age of twenty-two years old, you should be allowed to date who you want without worrying whether your best friend is going to drop you or not. You could date my ex and I wouldn't care. Why? Because it's none of my business or my concern and if she was a real friend she would be happy for you, not put you down for it." I knew deep down that Shana was right but Zoe had been there for me when no one else was and yes, I wanted to be with Dylan more than anyone else in this world but losing my best friend, Zoe wasn't worth it.