The days i lost it all

1...

"You're pregnant"... Mum screamed, her eyes wide open. Those eyes that always had sparkles..
Those eyes that spoke comfort to me when I was 6 and thought I was going to die, now those eyes were filled with hurt, with pain.
"Tell me its a joke Drey..tell mummy she's dreaming" she screamed louder.

I looked around the house...3 eyes on me.. Dad, Mum and Justin.what exactly do I tell them?

"Speak you fool, answer your mother".. My father yelled and fear ran down my spines.

"Yes"..I said.. My eyes not meeting either of them
"Yes what"..my father said

Can't you make this easier for me..we all know I'm pregnant, why make me go through this torture of  saying the word.
" Yes.. I'm...pregnant " I said as I chocked on the words..
" So you've been whoring around town, haven't you,".. My father yelled again.

I stood still...I couldnt say a word. I couldn't even look my mother in her face.  I had failed them
And how do I explain that it wasn't even my fault.

"Dad..at least hear what she has to say, she hasn't even told us who the father is".. Justin spoke up for the very first time since my mother announced to the entire Hudson house that I was pregnant..
" She has nothing to say, nothing at all...you heard her didn't you, she's pregnant.
Who gets pregnant without having sex...your sister has been having sex Justin..she's a cheap slut"..my father said and I felt tears rolls of my eyes.
...He didn't trust me but worst of all..he didn't trust his upbringing. I have been the perfect child. Promised to remain a virgin till I got married. I have always wanted him to smile at me and tell me... You're all I ever asked God for, but here he was..calling me a cheap slut.

I wasn't his princess anymore, I wasn't his baby, I wasn't his favorite no more, I was a cheap slut!!
A dirty cheap slut! I had a child growing inside me and I wasn't even married yet.

"Pack up your things...You won't give birth to a bastard under my roof".. Dad declared and I froze.
Was he kicking me out?..where does he expect me to go to..hellooo..I'm just 17, I'm a minor

"Didn't you listen to a word i just said.....Go upstairs this instant and pack up your things.. Youre leaving my house" he said again
I looked at Mum and she threw her face away...won't u speak, he's throwing me out and your not saying a word.

I moved upstairs and packed all I needed into a duffle bag... He'll call you back I said to myself.
The event of last two years played in my head.....Dad has asked Avril to leave too

Avril was my elder sister, She was a lesbian and had this strange attraction towards girls( that's how lesbians feel right?).  All hell broke loose when daddy found out. She had an option, breakup with Sophia or leave the house....she chose to leave

She left the house 2 years ago along with her lover..Avril used to be my closest bud..I told her everything, I looked up to her.
She was everything I was not...Daring, extremely beautiful, witty, Bold and confident, she had this charisma too and I was just "daddy's Lil puppet".. that's what my siblings call me though.
They say daddy just wants to live his life through me and I wasn't objecting..
Now I miss Avril..if she was here, she wouldn't let  daddy kick me out. Justin was always cold-headed, he avoided arguments with Dad so I wasn't surprised when he didn't say anything.

I took a last glance at my room and sighed.
The walk downstairs was a very long one as I took my time. I wished mummy would finally speak to me or even defend me at least but all she did was cry and sob like a child..

Helllloooooo...I'm the pregnant one here, I'm the one your husband called a slut, not just a slut, a dirty slut!, I'm the one being kicked out of the house, quit whining and plead with your husband.

Daddy looked at me and I wished with all the hope in me that he'll tell me to stop, to go back upstairs but he didnt... I looked at Justin and he gave me a quite nod as I walked past the door of the place I once called home.

" AUDREY" Justin called after me and I stopped on my track.
"Who was it, tell me, I'll haunt him, I'll kill him! Tell me who the fuck it was!..Justin yelled loudly..
This was my brother, the one who would beat up the entire school for my sake, he'll fight anyone who made me cry. Justin would go out of his way to make sure I was happy.. Justin was my guard, my saviour so to say.
"Tell me drey...tell me"...he pleaded and he looked at me

" I was raped" I whispered sadly
There was silence for minutes.. Justin had turned pale in seconds
"Why didnt you tell them..why?"..he questioned
"Cause they wouldn't believe me Jay, they wouldn't"... I said as I began crying
I swore I wouldn't cry..I was carrying another being in me and I needed to be strong for the two of us.
"Did u see him, were u drugged, when was this?...

Too many questions Justin....too many..

" It was at the party, the one I went for four weeks ago, remember?
"Yes"
" I dont know what happened J...I was raped and that's it "
" I'll tell them..they'll listen to me"
"Jay, I want to leave, I can't take it...the rapist made a video and its all over school..everyone has been avoiding me for weeks now" I said as the tears rolled down freely now..
"A video, like a sex tape?" Justin asked

Your not a fool Justin.. I just told u they made a video.

"Yes, they did"
And u still couldn't find a clue if who the person was"
"Jay...he had a scar...that was all I could get. You didn't expect me to watch a video of me being raped, do you?"
" so what next?..where will u go to?"Justin asked
" I was thinking of going to stay with Avril"
"Is that safe...Avrils joined a gang of hoodlums you know?"
"She's my sister Jay, she wouldn't hurt me" I assured
"Here, that's some money and my friends address, if u change your mind about going to Avrils.
Please go to Austin...he'll take care of you and that way I can reach you"
I nodded as I got into my car...that was my 16th year birthday from my parents..at least he didn't take this away from me...

I looked back one more time to meet my brothers eyes..I can swear I saw tears in them.. I waved Goodbye.... To Justin, To my home, To Florida...

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