It was Monday...I dreaded Mondays... It was always an interruption to my weekend fun.
Now I'll have to go to school,sit in for hours and listen to boring teachers say random boring things. Most times I wonder why parents will subject innocent children to such torture in the name of learning.Justin dropped me off at school. I took a deep breath,something seems off about this Monday, I just couldn't place it.
I walked into the hallway and like the movies.... Everyone stopped whatever it was they were doing and fixed their eyes on me. Some snickered, some giggled ,others just stood with no emotions on their face as they all looked at me.. I wasnt a popular girl in school, my dad didn't own a big house with a pool where I could have pool parties every Friday night with wasted boys and girls, My mum wasnt a model or a big face on TV so why were they all looking at me to morning..Helllooooo..haven't you seen a random teenager putting on a plain black T-shirt and a denim jeans with some off-place sneakers... Why are you all staring?"
Someone walked up to me and said.."nice try Hudson, no ones still going to be attracted to you, why are you so desperate?" And then walked pass me.
I swallowed hard, what was she talking about about? I wasn't desperate. I inhaled deeply and decided to move to my locker, if they wanted to keep staring , they should.Aubrey stood beside me for a minute looking so expressionless..
"What is it, why are you all looking at me?" I asked Aubrey
"Its a sad story drey..this may break you"
"Whats it?" I asked now, more nervous than ever
"Its your nudes"
I gasped...it shouldnt be what I was thinking
"It went viral?" I asked pleading in my head that she tells me it isn't ,that she was talking about something entirely different, something that wasn't even related to what I was thinking but she nodded, she nodded, so slowly that I felt it was just my head and eyes playing tricks
"Everyone has your nudes" she said
I felt shattered, who could have done this to me?
"Only you girls had that picture" I said slowly
"Georgia sent it"GEORGIAAA!! What did I actually do to her that'll make her want to ruin me. I was really angry now, I wanted to tear her apart, hit her hard till she crys for mercy, but first I had to look for her.
It wasn't so hard finding her.. She was coming into the hallway, car keys in her hand like she didn't have a purse, _she did it always, showcasing her car, she got a new one every new school session and won't stop letting us know that it cost a fortune. On a normal day, I would be awestruck by her awesome attire and car and start daydreaming but not today.. Today she had to make things clear to me why she did what she did, I mean, she was my friend after all..or so I would say..I walked up to her... I have never been this angry in my life. My dad will always say that Anger wasn't a good thing as it could make you sin, so I always avoided things to make me angry.
"Why did you do it" I said as low as I could...I didn't want everyone hearing our conversation, but trust Georgia to make a scene out of everything
"What did I do?" She answered with the mock tone with made it seem that she was innocent but still very highly irritable.
"Why did you send my nudes" I said a little bit louder than I expected
"Ohhh...those!. Dont be too worried baby, no ones really attracted to your body anyways" she saidI was fighting every urge to slap her now, she wasn't even feeling remorseful.
"You promised me you wouldn't"
"Promises get broken darling"
"You're meant to be my friend Georgia" I said with a tone of sadness, I felt betrayed
"Ohh...let me tell you a little story baby girl. Remember Julius, he was killers by his own friend Brutus, its not like its something new" she said .
Half of the school was watching us..
"Why did you do it?" I yelled
"Oh! I'll answer that, I did it cause you deserve it, you've been nothing but a bitch, taking away every single thing that made me happy and you know what's worse?.. You weren't even trying.
Remember Charlie..he was my best friend till you came to school here and then he became your closest bud, he didn't have time for me anymore, it was always you!. When he got transferred, he didn't tell me goodbye but heyy! He sent you a letter,telling you how much he'll miss you and all stuffs.
Remember 5th grade.. I was Ms Wellingtons favorite student but nooo! You had to steal the spotlight. It just had to be you" she said, she was yelling, she was shouting real hard, the students were watching us, this was going to be a topic they'll talk about for weeks.
"We were childrennnn" I cried out
"SHUT UP! SHUT THE FUCK UP!.....Then it was Jake...I had this massive crush on Jake, every body knew it, we were close and then all of a sudden, Jake tells me he likes you, why Dont you have your own space, why are you always in mine. Then at home my dad compares me to you. I used to be the perfect child and all of a sudden he's telling me I'm not doing enough, I should be more like you..like HELL I DONT WANT TO BE YOU!! ...The other day, someone called me a whore and said " hope your attitude doesn't rub off on drey, she's such an angel"...My friends, they used to listen to me, to obey me ,they idolized me, not till you came and they became friends with you too.. I HATE YOU! I FUCKING HATE YOU! I HATE YOU WITH A PASSION!. I needed you to feel the pain I feel, they all think your innocent, that your an Angel, the perfect epitome of goodness..
But trust me...to me, your nothing but a BITCH!..... Talking about me being a whore... At least I'm not the one who's nude picture is all around school... Just wait till your daddy dearest hears about this.
He'll be so disappointed darling" and then she placed her hands on my chin and raised my teary face up so I could look up to her and said..."You disgust me" ...and then she walked out like someone who had completed a major mission, with her shoulders held high and her face glowing with victory..I feel to the ground, I felt dirty..
"Just wait till your daddy dearest hears about this...." What if my dad also gets the picture, he'll send me to hell in a minute with proper permission from God.
I had lost my dignity, the whole school will keep looking at me like a slut.. I felt like a dog inside.. I felt useless..
I didn't even want to go to class, I couldn't face everybody, I couldn't look them all in their faces.
Everyone has left the hallway, some even made faces at me.... I was a mess, a big mess.I was there for about three minutes when a hand touched me. My subconscious felt it was Aubrey but when I looked up, it was a boy...TRAVIS DAVIDSON.! He was one of the most popular boys in school and not to add that his was like on of those "RICH KIDS OF BEVERLY HILLS"
We've never spoken before, at least except on serious occasions when we were paired up for something or maybe just "heys and byes"
"What does he want to from me now" I asked myself.
"What?" I could imagine how horrible I already looked cause my make up would be all smudged up due to my tears....
Why was I even crying?.. Oh yes! I had been fooled, I had lost my pride, I might never be able to have a normal conversation with any one again, I was betrayed worse still...I trusted her."I'm sorry..".. He said in one of the calmest voices I've ever heard.
"Its not your fault" I said trying to fake a smile..
He sat besides me on the floor.."Georgia can be mean, trust me you'll get over this sooner than you think" he assured.
"Thanks?" I wasn't sure if this was meant to be making me fell better or just words
"You look like a whole mess, you need to clean up"
",ummm...yes! Clean up"
He stood up and helped pull me up.. "You'll be fine...let's go.................looks like Audrey has a new friend..... Don't you think Georgia overreacted cause I think so... Ever had any nasty experience with nudes?...mind sharing?.
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