The days i lost it all

14..

I was all dressed up and ready to meet Travis at the cinema.. I tried my best not to look all dressed up and still look stunning.. There's just this bridge between it so he doesn't think I'm dressing all up for him. I was nervous and excited too.. Partly I was also scared, this was my first time out with a boy,a boy I had barely known for a week now but somehow I felt comfortable around him, with this air of peace and bliss hovering around us and his sense of humour.

"You ready?".. Justin said popping his head through the door
" Yes" I replied and grabbed my purse.
Like expected when Justin told mum that he was taking me out to be with his friends mum had agreed to let me go but not without the advice.. Things she had said to me since I was five,like I actually had the word up in my head and didn't need her to keep repeating it.
"You know you dont have to be too close to them,dont drink, sit decently, dont let any of them touch you in a very suspicious manner, no hugs just handshakes"!..like what is this exactly.

Justin dropped me at the cinema and promised to pick me up by 12.. Hopefully that was when the movie was likely to end, I scanned around for Travis and found him at a corner talking with Seth and some other girl. Seth was every girls dream, yes! Every girl who wasn't me to be precise. He was a manwhore and I hated the fact that he wasn't even ashamed of it. Damn! He had so much guts. But I didn't hate him, I wasn't meant to hate him as a christian right? I barely even knew him that well but I knew one thing for sure.. The blonde grey eyed girl standing beside him giggling and holding his hand was ending up in his bed tonight and then it was a wrap on whatever business they had. I walked up to them and stood behind Travis hoping he'll notice a presence behind him and turn around because I wasn't really going to join in their conversation and be like.. Hey! I'm Audrey, I'm here to watch a movie with Travis, its not like its a date or something, its just a friendly meet.. Epic story!.
Its been twom minutes and Travis hadn't noticed the presence behind him, not like it was his fault though,a lot of people had been walking around. So maybe Travis didn't notice me but then Seth did, he gave this mischievous smirk and I turned my head away
"Hey Audrey, what brings you here?" Seth said turning to look at me fully.
"Ummm.......movies, what else?" I answered lamely, I had never had a conversation with Seth and this was so awkward seeing that this blonge-grey-eyed girl was looking at me strangely but at least Travis had finally noticed I was here.
"Why didn't you tell me you were here already?" Travis said the moment he turned to look at me
"Cause you were in the middle of a conversation" I answered. I wanted to leave here now.
"I was waiting for you, let's go" he said grabbing my hand and waving goodbye to Seth and blonde_grey_eyed girl.
"How long were you standing there?" Travis asked the moment we were out of Seth's presence
"Long enough to hear you tell Seth you were in love with me" I replied smiling
"I never said that?" Travis answered
"That so?"
"Listen..I am not in love with you, are you sick or something?" Travis answered half amused and half serious
"Seriously baby, this is the best way to reciprocate the live I have for you" I said laughing..
I enjoyed messing with him.
"Fuck the day I met you at the hallway.. If I had walked away this wouldn't be happening"
"Can't you see that this is fate working, we're destined to be together"
"You dont drink, so I can't say your drunk, stop it already"
"You'll fall in love with me soon, I know it"
"Never!"
"What movie are we watching?"
"I bought tickets for 13 going on 30"
"Gentle men usually ask their ladies what they want to watch"
"Well I'm not a gentleman, I never told you I was, and you're not a lady, you're a shitty crazy christian girl obsessed with her religion and doesn't want to get it into her head that I'm not in love with you, plus I didn't ask what you want to watch cause your opinion doesn't matter, they would only matter if this was a date which it is not. So we're watching what I want us to watch plus I feel you'll like it"
"Now breathe" I said
"What?"
"You said too much, you might run out of breath and if you die, how will I ever get the chance to kiss you"
"What!!"
"You heard me"
"You're crazy"
"You make me crazy, thinking about you alone does a lot of things to me" I said smirking
"How do you do that?"
"Do what?"
"Say those things, you know, those stupid things you say,where do you get them from?",
" I'm a teenager, this is the 21st century"
"You shouldn't be saying those"
"What are you? My dad or something?"
"You're meant to be a christian"
"Well I am, can't Christians say stuffs too"
"Are you not sinning against christ?
"I dont know, I dont even want to know if its a sin,I barely care lately"
"I have this feeling that those words means more that than, more than alot"a
"Well they do"
"So tell me, what are you saying?"
"What?,"
"Tell me what you're saying, make me understand
"I'm saying things you'll never hear, things you'll never understand"
"Let's go in, the movie is about to start" Travis said looking away from me.. He held my hand and even though it was just a normal gesture, it did send certain shivers into my body.
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