Chenzel; Breaking Point

Sticks and Stones

*WARNING A HINT OF SEXUAL CONTENT HERE. NOTHING DESCRIPTIVE, BUT YOU GET WHAT I MEAN*

*Thank you guys, nearly 500 reads! Its amazing. Thank you for all the suport with this, it means a lot. I dont really know where im going with this. I have the middle bit, and i cant wait for you guys to see it. bc its supper sad and really bad. Enjoy this chapter. *

Kristin woke up lying next so someone, she heard a movment, the blonde glanced over the see the brunette lying fast asleep next to her. The blonde looked out to the window, it was still dark out. She roled over and looked at her phone. She pressed the home button and it lit the whole room up with the brightness. She checked the time, her phone read 4;14am. Kristin lockd her phone and roled over. The blonde tried to go back to sleep but she couldn't help but think about what had happened. She checked on the brunette, made sure she was okay and still asleep; which she was.

The blonde quietly crawed out of bed, trying her best not to disturb the brunette. Before she left, she reached over to her dressing table and clutched her phone in her hands. The blonde walked out of the bedroom, her bedroom didnt have a door. She moved outside the bedroom into her sitting room. The petite woman sat herself down onto her sofa and got her phone out. Kristin knew what she was doing was wrong, but she couldn't help herself. She opened up her Broadway.com app, and looked back at the voting page. This is what had caused her to have a meltdown yesterday.

Kristin began looking through the voting page to find the article that they had writen about her.

'Krsitin Chenoweth is voted most usless performer.'

Kristins face went pale again, and her eyes began to tear up. She kept reading it. She looked down at the bottem of the page, and found the comments box. Kristin knew what she was going to see, was bound to upset her, but she did it anyway.

'Kristin Chenoweth is so ugly'

'I hate Krisin, shes so small, really grow up'

'She cant sing to save her life'

'Kristin Chenoweth, eww she was adpoted.'

Kristin lay on her sofa curled up in a ball, she put her hands on her face and cried more. She couldnt stop. Tears ran from her eyes and streamed down her face. She let out a few sighs and wimpers.

"Why do p-people h-hate sme so mu-much?"

she asked herself. The blonde felt someone hugging her and rocking her back and forth. She shuddered at the touch and knew it was Idina. The brunette took Kristins hands, she lifted Kristins head up by her chin. Idina stared into the blondes eyes which were red and puffed up. The brunette asked Kristin a simple question, she had a tone of sympathy when she talked the Kristin. Idina always got upset when her petite lover was upset. It killed her inside it really did. But she had to be the strong one and look after Kristin.

"Baby girl, what are you doing?"

Idina bit her lip, she looked so very sad as she knew exactly what Kristin was doing.

"I need to know what they are s-saying about me -p-princess."

Kristin glanced away from Idina, she couldn't face were beautiful brown eyes, because she couldn't look into them and say everything she was about to say.

"Princess they hurt me, they hurt me so much. Why can't people just like me? I try so hard to be nice to everyone, Itry so hard and it never works."

Kristin began crying again and pulled Idina in for a hug. The blonde dug her face into Idina's shoulder, she was more fragile now than ever.

Idina bagan to run the blondes back as tears stained her shirt. She couldn't blame Krisin for what she was doing, becaue Idina had been doing the same thing in the middle of the night while Kristin was asleep.

"Kris, dont listen to a thing people say, because its not true. I know that doesn't mean anything, but i love you very much and dont want you to feel this way. Because i love you too danm much! I feels the same way as you Kris, i look things up about myself too, and i get like this all the time. And because i see you like this, i dont want to burden you with any of y problems. And it sucks because i want to be able to talk to you. I love you baby, so please stop crying. I cant bare it any longer.

Idina started crying, because she could hear Kristin crying on her sholder. Kristin looked at Idina and pressed her lips agains hers. It started of slow, a gental kiss, Kristin let Idina take control. Idina slipped her toung into Kristins mouth. Kristin let out a small moan from the back of her throat. They started playing with eachothers toungs and Kristin placed her hands on Idinas hips. They parted for air.

"Im sorry baby for this, i want you to know that im just going through a rough patch at the moment. I've struggled with depression since my early 20s. I know you won't judge me so. I promise baby ill be fine tomorow. You can always talk to me sweetheart. I love you so very much."

Idina wiped away her stray tears on her face and did the same for Kristin. Kristin needed her lips back on Idinas. Kristin looked back at Idina and resumed the kiss. The blonde moved her hands away from Idinas hips, she moved them further down. Kristin gently brushed her hands over Idina's inner thigh. Idina let out a moan as Kristins hand layed on her thigh.

"I need you now honney."

Kristin wrapped her little legs around Idinas waist and cupper Idina's neck. Idina knew where this was going. She couldnt wait.

"Touch me." Idina moaned softly.

Kristin smiles and kissed Idinas neck. Idina scooped the blonde up, continued to kiss her and they walked into the bedroom.

Idina layed Kristin on the bed and took eachothers shirts of. They went under the covers and continued teasing eachother. They were having sopntanious sex. Neither of them minded at all.

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"Wow baby, how are you so good in bed?"

Idina asked Kristin trying to catch her breathe back.

"I dont know? I love you baby, thank you for everything you have done for me tonight. I couldn't live without you."

Kristin kissed Idinas neck, rolled over and went to sleep.

Idina still couldn't help feel sad. Was she depressed? She didn't know what was wrong wither her. But the fact Kristin said she couldn't live without her scared Idina.

Idina was still awake, she couldn't help but overthink. She thought about what people were saying about her, how she hated herself more thn anyone else could. How she wished she wasn't alive.

What?

That was the first time Idina had admitted it to herself.

"What was it about that rhym? Sticks and stones may break my bones but names will never hurt me"

"What a load of bullshit"

Idina quietly got out of bed and went to the window. She looked and could see all of New York. It was so beautfiful.

A tear ran down Idinas face. she had a thought, of something that scared her.

Idina strared out the window and whispered to herself.

"Wonder how much better things would be if I was dead?"

Idina crawled back into bed with Kristin and spooned with her.

Little did Idina know... Kristin had hear every word of it.

A/N:

Sorry guys, i know its not written very well, i just make this stuff up as i go along. Next update will be tomorow. Hope you liked it.