Remorseless

Chapter Thirty Nine

I didn't have fun, like the last time I thought they were leaving me. I didn't want to have a party or dance like Chica suggested. I was tired, we all were. I just made sure they all knew how much I loved them, how much I was going to miss them and slept next to them hoping I would wake up and have moved on with them. But unfortunately, that wasn't the case.

I woke up, I looked around and everyone was gone, even Rockstar Bonnie. It was quiet, in a way that reminded me of how everyone passes out after a party.

I was alone. I stumbled my way to the kitchen to make some coffee to wake me up. It was so strange setting the coffee maker to brew for one cup. I leaned against the counter, and rested my head on my hand. I knew, that before I started getting too depressed, I needed to keep my mind busy. I was going to return to the pizzeria and help out there. It was the only thing I could think of, even though returning there and seeing all the animatronics would remind me of everyone even more.

I went to the cupboard to get my coffee cup. When I lifted it from the shelf, an envelope addressed to me fell down to the counter below. I picked it up. It was heavy.

When my coffee was done brewing, I made it just the way I liked it, so it didn't taste like death. I sat at the dining table, and opened the envelope. There were a few pages in there and some pictures of me and Marty. It was a long letter. It read:

Dear (Y/N),

I've been working on this letter for a while. Knowing that I have the power to rid you of Springtrap for good, I know that it's only a matter of time before we part ways. I don't really know how long it will take me to finish this, but I started it right after I found out my real name.

I had these pictures that I took of us, I'm sorry you didn't know about some of these and I took them without your permission. Well, they're yours now. I won't be able to take them, where I'm going.

I wanted to talk about how grateful I am to everyone, especially you and your uncle. I hope you don't mind that I've claimed him as my uncle too now, and will call him that. And you, I've come to think of you as my sister. I don't remember much about my past life, but you made me wish you and Uncle were in it.

Remember when you first found me in that horror attraction that you and Uncle tried to start? I remember how shy I was at first, because I had heard so much about you from everyone and I was so nervous that you wouldn't like me. But it wasn't long until I felt like part of your family. How were you able to make me feel so loved, so effortlessly? It was then, that I knew what everyone said about you was true. And then staying with you and Uncle, when you invited me to stay with you and everyone I had no words to express how happy I was. No matter how happy I was, though, nothing lasts forever. And I began to wonder how long my happiness would last.

When I knew I was the only one who could rid you of Springtrap, I didn't say anything to you. Knowing the kind of person you are, you would try to talk me out of it. And right now, (Y/N), I am weak. I would have let you talk me out of it. So for the time being, I'm keeping it to myself. I have to be strong, because I know there is no other way, and I can't let you tell me otherwise despite how badly I want to believe it.

To tell you the truth, I'm scared. I'm so scared of where I must go to end all of this. Of course, I am only telling you now, in this letter, that you are only reading because I'm no longer with you. Please understand that I couldn't tell you, because you have a way of making me feel safe, and like there are other options. There aren't. And watching you cry for me like I know you would, would just make things that much harder. So, I'm sorry if anything in this letter surprises you.

Don't get me wrong, I wish with everything I have, that things could just stay the way they are between all of us. Without Springtrap. But as we know, he won't go away. I wish we could just talk him into leaving you alone so that everyone could just be together. But then they would be at peace right? Knowing that you are no longer in danger. And then we would have left you behind anyway, but Springtrap would still be there. I'd give anything just to stay with you and Uncle. Anything, that is, except for your safety.

And now, I'm gone. I wish there was a way to keep in touch somehow. Even though we can't call eachother or even write any letters to eachother, know that I'm with you, and I love you very much. So please don't cry for me, I am doing what I swore to do, and that's to keep you safe. Rest assured, I will not leave Vincent alone, for the rest of eternity. He will suffer, day and night for what he did to you, for what he did to Uncle, for what he did to me, and for what he did to everyone else.

Please take these pictures and remember me. Please take them and remember the good times we had in the short amount of time we were together. And once more, please don't cry for me, (Y/N).

I love you,

Marty

I couldn't help but cry anyway, as I looked through the pictures. I was sure to hang them up around my room so I could see him.