Perfectly Arranged • Alejandro Rosario

39 • I'm falling

Y/n pov:

"Why aren't you mad?" I say in confusion as I get up from his lap and start pacing around the room. I pull at my hair in frustration as I try to figure out what just happened. I stop pacing and look at him.
"Why aren't you shouting at me? You should be shouting at me. Why aren't you shouting at me?" I say as I start panicking and hyperventilating. I let my back slide down the wall as I try to catch my breath. "I can't breathe," I say out of breath. Alejandro quickly gets off the bed and comes over to me. He puts his hands on my cheeks and looks into my eyes. He kisses me and my breathing returns to normal once he pulls away.
"Why aren't you mad at me? Why don't you hate me?" I say quietly as tears rolled down my cheeks.
"Why would I be mad princess?" He whispers and wipes away my tears. I groan in frustration and walk away from him.
"Stop being so nice to me," I groan as I start pacing again. I feel arms wrap around me and my legs stop moving. My head is pushed into his chest.
"Calm down princess," He whispers. I close my eyes and listen to his heartbeat as I quietly cry.
"I'm so so sorry," I cry.
"You don't need to be sorry," He whispers.
"Yes I do, I repeatedly slept with Mattia when it should have been you," I whisper.
"I think you justified yourself whilst we were sat on the cliff edge," He chuckles. He lifts my head from his chest and looks at me. "You really think Mattia didn't come to me the first day he kissed you?" He smiled.
"W-What?" I sniffle.
"The first day he kissed you in the garden, he told me princess," Alejandro chuckled.
"And you let him carry on?" I frowned at him. He sighs and nods. "Why?" I ask as he wipes my tears again.
"Because I knew I wasn't good enough, so I let him make you happy," He sighed. I put my hands on his cheeks and look at him.
"It wasn't that you weren't good enough," I sigh.
"Why else would you want to do that?" He frowned as a few tears roll down his cheeks.
"Because it was so difficult to hate you, I had to do something to distract me," I said quietly.
"To distract you from what?" He sniffles and frowns.
"You," I say quietly. "Because I'm falling," I whisper.
"You're falling?" He questions, with a confused look on his face.
"Oh my, you're so clueless when it comes to this," I chuckle.
"Princess, tell me," He frowns.
"I'm falling for you Alejandro," I chuckle. His eyes widen as a smile forms on his face, despite the tears.
"You better not be playing with me princess," He says happily.
"I'm done playing with you Alejandro," I chuckle as he wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me into him. "I forgive you," I say softly.
"You what?" He says, shocked as he pulls his head away.
"I forgive you," I giggle.
"Princess, you don't have to," He says softly.
"I want to," I smile.
"Okay Angel," He giggles. I frown as I question everything. How did he know? Jeez so many questions I can't even list them.
"How? What? I'm confused," I say as I put my forehead on his chest.
"When you came in, not long after me, telling me you needed to tell me something. I questioned it. Then I realised, you walked out on my that night and Angel was incredibly horny but I was scared to do anything because I had you," He said softly.
"You turned me down because you was scared of me," I giggled.
"I didn't know it was you then," He chuckled. I looked up at him with a smile on my face. "Can I go back to making you fall in love now?" He says happily.
"Baby, you're already half way there," I chuckle. He leans down and kisses me softly. I put my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss.
He eventually pulls away and looks at me.
"Can we go back to sleep now?" He yawns. I nod and I slip off my shoes and get into bed. "You're sleeping in my hoodie?" He chuckles.
"Our hoodie," I giggle as I snuggle into his chest and he wraps his arms around me.
"My hoodie," He whispers.
"Ours," I mumble sleepily.
"Goodnight princess," He yawns.
"Goodnight baby," I mumble before closing my eyes.

I woke up to soft lips on my forehead. I opened my eyes and saw a smiling Alejandro.
"Morning princess," He giggled.
"Morning baby," I mumbled.
"Can we get up?" He begged.
"Why?" I mumbled and pushed myself into a sitting position.
"I'm hungry," He said as he got out of bed. I groaned and got up too. "I'll carry you," He chuckled and walked over to me. He picked me up and I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. I put my head on his shoulder and looked up at him. He carried me downstairs and sat me on the island in the kitchen.
"What time even is it?" I said as I began to actually wake up.
"10," He said quietly.
"You got me up at 10?!" I exclaimed. He chuckled and nodded. "So are you making me breakfast?" I said as I jumped off the counter and walked up to him.
"Does cereal count?" He chuckled nervously.
"Can you not cook?" I frowned. He nervously shook his head. "I'm playing with you, I'll make pancakes," I chuckled and kissed his nose. He smiled and sat on the counter behind me as I began to make pancakes.