Perfectly Arranged • Alejandro Rosario

21 • He's gone.

Y/n pov:

I wake up feeling cold. I look around my room and no ones here. I look around my house. No ones here. I drive to my parents house. No ones there.
I drive to Alejandro's parents house. No ones there.
I sit back in my car. "Where is everyone?" I shout out loud.
I turn in the engine and drive. I don't know where to, just wherever the car takes me. When it feels right, I park up and turn off the engine. I take a deep breath and get out the car. A graveyard? Really? I walk through the gates and look around. A certain area catches my eye. There's an archway with a title. I walk closer to it.
'The CyrRosarios'
What happened? I walk through the archway find myself in a crypt. I walk to the far end. Then begin looking at the names: 'Jaden Hossler', 'Josh Richards', 'Avani Greggs', 'Addison Rae' the list goes on. They were only members though. Not family. I feel sad that I lost my childhood partners but they're not family. I turn a corner and find myself in a better decorated crypt. I look at the names again. 'Prince Cyr' it read. I miss you so much dad. Beside him it read, 'Katherine Cyr'. Oh mum. Please don't be dead. I can't live with both of you dead. I begin to cry as I move to the next one. 'Clayton Rosario' it read. My second dad. Dead with no explanation. It hurts. I can't breathe. I start panicking as I take a few more steps. 'Joanne Rosario' it read. She must have been Alejandro's mum. I never was close to her but she brought up the love of my life and I thank her for that. I turn around and see 5 tombs. 2 empty and 3 filled. I walk closer. One of the filled ones read 'Kio Cyr'. No no no. This can't be happening. Kio can't be dead. I can't. No no no. Please. Come back to me. I need to. I fall to the floor and cry loudly.
I manage to pull myself together and stand up. I need to read the rest. Beside him was an empty one. It read 'Y/n Cyr'. I guess that will be mine. I walked forward and the name I saw broke me. I fell to the floor. I can't breathe. Why can't I breathe? He can't be gone can he? He was just in my arms and now he's gone forever. No no no. This hurts. I can't be here. This can't be real. I push myself off the floor and stare at the name. 'Alejandro Rosario' I looked beneath it, 'Beloved husband to Y/n Cyr/Rosario. Perfect son. Perfect brother' I bet I wrote that. I dragged myself to the tomb beside him. 'Kairi Rosario'. I placed my hand on his name and traced it with my fingers. "You deserved to be loved more than I could offer you," I whispered.

"You're here," I hear from behind me. I turn around quickly. Mattia. I run to him and jump into his arms. He hugs me tightly and we cry together.
"He's gone," I say.
"You couldn't save him. Don't blame yourself. You couldn't save any of them." Mattia whispers to me.
"What happened?" I say as he puts me down. We wipe away our tears and sit on the bench in the crypt.
"Nick wasn't working with us. He was a traitor. He pretended to be in the gang for years. We trusted him. We arranged a meeting at base and he rigged the place with bombs. We didn't know. It was too late. Me and you were sent on a mission together at the time so we weren't there. When we got there, everyone was gone. No one survived. Not even Nick. I'm sorry y/n. I know how much you loved him." He explained to me. I looked at him. It was like everything was in slow motion. I felt tears rolled down my face. I stand up and pull on my hair in frustration. I fall to the floor on my knees and scream. It hurts. It hurts so so bad.
"Why him? Why not me? He didn't deserve that. He did nothing but good. I-I killed people. He didn't. He only did necessary things. I-I killed innocents. And Kairi? Don't even get me started. He loved me and I couldn't love him back. I promised he'd find her one day. The love of his life. But he didn't because he's fucking gone." I stand up and swing at the wall. And again and again and again until Mattia pulls me back. My fist was bleeding but I didn't care.
"I can't Mattia. I can't do this without him. He's gone and I-I can't. He was everything. He made me me. But he's gone. Why is he gone? Why?" I cry and cry as Mattia holds me.
"Let it out y/n. Let it out," I sit there and cry for hours until my eyes dry up. I feel numb. I stand up out of Mattia's arms. I walk out of the graveyard.
"Y/n where are you going? You can't leave!" Mattia shouts after me.
"Why? Why can't I? There's nothing left for me. There's nothing left for you. I'm going to jump off a fucking cliff is where I'm going. If you want to jump with me, feel fucking free but I am not sticking around in a world that he is not in okay? Don't even fucking bother talking me out of it because it won't work," I shout at him.
"I'm coming with you!" I heard him shout.
"Hurry the fuck up then," I shout back. We both get into my car and I drive. I take us to my spot. Mine and Alejandro's. Angels and Strangers. I get out the car and sit in my place and stare at the ocean beneath my feet. Mattia sits beside me.
"I used to come here a long time ago. I met someone here. I called him Stranger. He called me Angel. We didn't tell each other who we were. We didn't need to. We just needed each other's presence. We fell for each other. I fell for his words and he fell for mine. His hugs were the best in the world. He always smelt amazing. His kisses were like fireworks. Like rainbows. They were perfect. We were in love with each other in the real world and the fake one we created together here. His name was Alejandro Rosario and I loved him with everything I had." I say quietly.
"He never told me that," Mattia said quietly as he looked at me.
"We never told anyone. But I thought someone should know our story if it's going to end here," I say as I stand up. Mattia stands up too I hold out my hand and he takes it. We intertwined my fingers with his and we look at each other.
"In another world, we would've been perfect together," I tell him.
"I think maybe we would have. Are you ready?" He says as we take a step and stand on the edge.
"I'll see you on the other side?" I say.
"I'm sure you will," He says. "On three. One. Two. Three."
And with that we jump. I scream as I fall. I don't stop falling. Mattia isn't in my hand anymore but I'm still falling. I scream again and try to find someone to hold onto. Buts it's darkness. And I'm falling.

End of pov.

A/n
Word count - 1300 words
What's happening? Alejandro is dead? Kairi is dead? Everyone is dead?