Perfectly Arranged • Alejandro Rosario

38 • Secrets Spilled

Y/n pov:

"The night before Kouvr died, there was a party. She went with Alejandro's girlfriend, Katie. They both drank way too much and Katie cheated on Alejandro. He loved her. He really did and she broke him. When I left the room after Kouvr ended things, I was broken. More than Alejandro could ever be. Alejandro and Mattia found me in my bathroom. My arms bleeding out. I told them what happened as I cried in Alejandro's arms. Alejandro let go of me and he looked so hurt. He was broke and it hurt him even more to see me like this. Mattia held me as Alejandro stormed off. I heard the gunshot and I knew what had happened. I didn't mean for that to happen. I promise. Alejandro was heartbroken, he wasn't thinking straight. Please don't hold it against him forever," He explained quietly as he cried silently.
"Are you okay now Kairi?" I whisper.
"No, but I have a feeling I will be soon," He smiled and wiped his tears.
"Thank you Kairi," I say softly.
"What for?" He says confused.
"For loving her," I smiled.
"She was perfect," He giggled.
"But they'll be someone perfect for you," He smiles and nods. I kiss his cheek and get up from his bed.
"I should get back to Alejandro now," I say softly.
"I'll see you at dinner," He smiled. I nodded and walked out of the room. I heard soft moans coming from Mattia's room. Still at it? I smirked to myself and then walked into Alejandro's room. I saw him sat on his bed, thinking in his on world as tears rolled down his face. I gently sat on his lap and wiped away his tears. He looked at me and smiled.
"Hi princess," He whispered.
"What's wrong baby?" I said softly.
"Will you ever love me?" He said quietly as more tears fall.
"Maybe," I say as I kiss his cheek where the tears were. He giggles as I pull away. "Is that why you're crying? Because you don't think I'll ever love you?" I whisper. He nods and I feel my eyes turn soft. "You have 4 months to try," I whisper. He smiles a little and nods.

•Skip 3 months•

I've been sleeping with Mattia at every chance I had. It's not like I can't sleep with Alejandro. It's that I want to take things slowly with him. I've began falling for him and I don't want to ruin things so I'm calling things off with Mattia today.

I roll over and see Alejandro sleeping peacefully. I sneak out of the room and walk into Mattia's room without knocking. He groans and rolls over to look at me.
"Back for more babygirl?" He smirks. I lean my back against the door, creating as much distance between us as possible.
"We can't go this anymore," I say quietly. Mattia gets up and walks towards me. He stands in-front of me and puts his hands either side of my head. "Don't Mattia. I can't," I say quietly.
"You can, you just won't. What changed?" He said as he stood up straight.
"I can't hurt Alejandro like that," I whisper. He gets angry. He paces around his room as he tries to calm himself down. He walks over to me and pulls my body against his. I felt him against my lower stomach.
"I know you feel that. That's how much I want you. I neeed you y/n," He said as he groaned in frustration.
"No feelings Mattia," I whispered.
"Fuck that, how could I go no feelings? It pains me everyday to see you all lovey dovey with Alejandro but then letting me slide myself inside you any chance you got. I don't get it y/n. Explain it to me," He sighs.
"You can't love me Mattia," I whisper.
"I can, and I do y/n," He says as he puts his hands on my cheeks. I take a step back from him.
"No Mattia, you love my body. Go a week without me and tell me you love me then," I say quietly. He sighs and walks back over to his bed.
"One last time?" He pleads.
"Mattia.." I start.
"Please y/n, I won't ask again," He pleads. I sigh and walk over to him.

I sneak back into Alejandro's room and lay down beside him. I roll over and my back is facing him. I let the tears fall silently. I'm supposed to hate him but instead I'm crying because I'm going to break his heart. I felt arms around my waist pulling me closer.
"Please don't cry princess," He mumbled sleepily. I roll over and cry into his chest. If only he knew. He held me tightly as I cried.
I eventually pulled away and looked into his eyes. "You're so gorgeous," I chuckled as I still cried.
"Princess, you're adorable," He giggled. "Do you want to tell me why you're crying?" He said softly.
"Not today," I mumbled. I hid my head back into his chest and we fell asleep again.

It was 1am and I couldn't sleep. I got out of bed and put on one of Alejandro's hoodies and slipped on my shoes. I went downstairs and silently left the house.
I made my way to the cliff and I sat there and cried.
"I can't ruin this," I say quietly.

End of Pov.
Alejandro's pov:

"I can't ruin this," I heard Angel whisper.
"What can't you ruin?" I whispered as I sat down beside her.
"So there's this guy. I really like him and I think I'm falling in love with him," Angel whispers.
"Then what's the problem?" I ask her softly.
"There's this other guy. I spend time with him, but I feel nothing like that towards him. He just pleasures me, that's all. Because I don't want to ask the other guy for it incase he's not ready and I don't want to ruin anything," She sighs.
"So what exactly can't you ruin?" I ask softly.
"What if the guy I like finds out?" She sighs.
"Maybe he'll understand if you tell him," I say softly. If y/n slept with someone else, I think I'd be hurt she didn't talk to me but if she felt nothing and just needed pleasure, maybe it's okay? I don't know?
"What would you do?" She asks me.
"If I was the guy you liked?" I ask her softly.
"Yeah," She says nervously.
"I'd be hurt but I'd forgive you because I'd understand," I say quietly.
"Should I tell him?" She whispers.
"Maybe you should, before he finds out from someone else," I say softly.
"Okay," She whispers.
"I have to go, I should someone waiting for me," I say softly.
"Okay, I think I'm going to stay a while," She whispers.
"Okay Angel," I whisper as I get up. I leave without saying goodbye as she usually did.

End of pov.
Y/n pov:

I'm going to tell him. I get up and walk back to Alejandro's. Leaving the same way as Stranger? Odd.
I open his bedroom door and see him laying, looking at the ceiling. He quickly stands up and walks towards me and takes me in his arms.
"Where did you go?" He asked, his voice full of concern.
"I need to tell you something, but you have to promise you'll understand," I say quietly.
"I can try to," He says softly. He lets go of me and sits onto the bed with his back against the headboard. I climb onto his lap and look at him.
"I don't want to hurt you," I whisper as I kiss his lips softly. I pull away without giving him a chance to deepen the kiss. He looks at me as if he's waiting to listen to every word I say.
"Lately I had this problem, well I needed like a lot of pleasure and I didn't want to ask you because I didn't want to force you and I didn't want to mess us up in case you weren't ready or that," I blabbered on.
"You've been sleeping with Mattia," He butts in.
"What?" I say confused as to how he knew.
"And you're Angel aren't you?" He adds.
"What?" I exclaim. He's stranger?!

End of pov.

A/n
Word count - 1411 words
Oops sorry for the cliffhanger :) #1 on #Alejandro yes then :))