Habits ➪ mairi

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Third person

Kairi noticed how often Mattia would space out. He would ask him a simple question and when he didn't get a response he would look at the taller to see him staring into the distance or mouthing the lyrics to the songs that played. It really started to annoy him but he ignored it.

"I'll be right back" Mattia said before getting up and making his way to the restroom. The lack of drug intake was really starting to get to his head. He began to feel things again even though he wasn't sober since the effects of it last for a week. He wanted to feel numb and so he grabbed two pills, swallowing one and beginning to crush the other.

After Mattia got up Kairi decided to take a break from their work. He fiddled with his bracelets until he heard a ding. He peeked at the phone it came from which happened to be Mattia's. With just one glance of the lock screen he cringed, scrunching his nose up. It was a photo of Mattia and a girl licking each other's tongues. "Yuck"

Mattia returned to the room with a dazed look on his face. He had a smug smile and he changed his clothes.  "Can you do me a favor?" He began to take off the chain that was under his shirt. Uhm what? "Depends" Kairi tapped his chin and opened Snapchat to make it seem like he had no interest in what he was saying.

Of course his only goal was to play it cool. It's obvious that he didn't have snaps from anyone.

"I have something to do tonight. I was going to hire a babysitter to watch my little brother but you're already here so can you?  You can spend the night in the guest room if you need to and I'll even pay you 100 bucks" he was so desperate for Kairi to say yes that he even bribed him. Kairi loved the idea of being needed and so he agreed.

Moments later
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The Italian boy leaned against the wall in a club. He had been there on countless occasions simply watching couples dance and show affection.

He wasn't old enough to be there considering the alcohol and what he liked to call 'exotic dancers' but he always carried a fake ID with him. Every time he visited he felt bored.  The same things happened. People got drunk, danced, and made out.

"Jenna" he whispered to himself.  He missed her. He used to do all those things with her.  They wouldn't waste time and they would take risks because they always thought that they weren't going to live past the age of twenty and they accepted that.  He loved her recklessness.  They lived by the motto 'you only live once'. Mattia was ready to live his last few years that were left of his life with her. He had his future planned with her.

He smiled at the thought. "Little did I know that it was all total bullshit" he let out a dry laugh and threw the cup he held to the ground. Mattia grew tired of the flashing lights and decided to go home even though he had only been gone for two hours. He genuinely missed being home and he even slightly missed his brother.

After arriving and opening the front door he noticed how eerily quiet the house was.

Mattia

I checked every room in the house but they were nowhere to be found. Kairi couldn't have left since all his stuff is still in my room and Gianluca is scared of strangers so he wouldn't have gone anywhere no matter what.

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hey shorty

where the hell are you and my brother??

oopsies sorry

go into your room and into the closet

there's a cool crawl space😎

My eyebrows furrowed as I pushed aside the sliding closet doors. I crouched down and noticed that some of my shoes were out of place and a little door was opened. Light came from inside so I crawled my way through.

On the other side was Kairi and Gianluca playing rock, paper, scissors.  A bag of chips and a deck of cards sat beside them.  "First of all, you both look like crazy homeless people. Second of all, what in the actual fuck did I miss? I wasn't even gone for that long" they stopped their game and turned to face me. Gianluca seemed very annoyed but Kairi was just smiling.

"Ew don't be so happy all the time. It's creepy" I covered my face with my hands but still peeked between my fingers. His smile dropped and he threw chips at my face. "Anyways to answer your question before you started being a bitch, I asked your brother what his favorite place in the house was and he said here" he glanced around the small room with a smile. "What the fuck? Why don't you ever tell me this stuff"

"You never asked"

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Okay so this one is kinda short :\ and I was gonna publish it yesterday but I fell asleep while writing it