Habits ➪ mairi

𝐸𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑛 ꨄ♫✔︎

𝙼𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚊

he was on the floor with a solo cup in his hands. he was drunk and he just continued to drink. i stood there looking stupid for not doing anything or helping.

he was just saying random words. he wasn't in the right state of mind so i just wanted to leave him. until he started to sober up a little bit.

"you know. there's a boy who's been in my mind. his names matti. i really liked him and i wanted to help him but i couldn't. because he - did stufff too mee." he takes another gulp from the solo cup.

i was worried. but at this point i can't do anything because if i do, he'll know it's me.

so i sat there. listening to the way he talks about me. in a tone of disgust and disrespect. which he has lost for me.

𝙺𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚒

i woke up in someone's bed. my head was pounding like crazy. i barely remember what happened last night.

i ran straight to the bathroom and kicked the door opened and bent over the toilet. this hangover will be the death of me.

i went downstairs and saw taylor. she looked super hungover just like me. but she was talking to someone at the door.

when she noticed me, she quickly closed the door.

who was at the door?why did she close the door?

short chapter since i really needed to update the book
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