Before You Go • VHOPE [On Hold]

Chapter 20: Look At Me

Hoseok licked his lips, held his breathe and sighed. His eyes staring softly and adorably at Taehyung's cute face. He wanted to do thisㅡ just this once. To maybe ascertain his feelings and emotions.

He leaned in, and every second that he closed in on him, his heavily beating heart made the emotion more and more sharper and stronger.

He softly placed his lips on his, and then kissed him, slowly closing his eyes while Taehyung's were already closed. And in that moment, Hoseok was overwhelmed with realisation. He had just kissed him, and that made him all hot immediately.

And the emotion he felt, he couldn't help but completely admit and accept it to himself in that moment. It was hard to not be swayed by his emotions. He wanted to cry out loudly in his sadness and joy. His heart and mind had just finally aligned.

There was no way out, he had already drowned himself in this beautifully painful abyss and there was no denying it anymore.

He was in love with Taehyung.

He relished in this moment for longer, his lips on Taehyung's. His eyes were closed, while Taehyung was calmly asleep.

The painful tug at his heart, the want to touch him, to hug him, to be with him. This kiss― he wanted to kiss him everyday.

Taehyung's eyes opened. He flinched, making Hoseok snap back to reality who broke the kiss and nervously looked at him. His face still awfully close to Taehyung. He stuttered in defense,  "I- I was just.."

Taehyung stared back into his eyes for a second before crashing against his lips, closing the distance so harshly while tugging at his shirt. His pull caused their torsos to crash against each other. He cupped his face while his lips caressed his.

Hoseok gave in too, overcome by all his feelings. He kissed back, just as madly like his beloved did. His inexperienced hands not knowing where to place themselves, he settled for his shoulders.

Taehyung's hands trailed off to his waist, pulling him closer as he got up. Hoseok followed him and seated himself on his lap, his arms now around Taehyung neck.

Tae's lips brushed over Hoseok's before he softly trailed through his cheek and onto his earlobe, nibbling onto the soft skin making Hoseok feel tingly as he grunted lowly. Taehyung's nose brushed down onto the side of his neck, the warm breathe from his mouth hitting the skin while his lips trailed kisses making Hoseok moan involuntarily.

"Taehyung.." He let out softly and gulped. Taehyung didn't stop as he kept brushing his lips over his sensitive skin. Hoseok had his eyes closed and he gasped when Taehyung's cold hand sneaked into his shirt, his cold fingers touching his stomach and his hot breathe was fanning over his neck while Tae's fingers roamed his soft skin.

His fingers ghosted over his nipple, his index and thumb softly squeezing onto it and rubbing it. Hoseok's breath hitched, the pace fastening and he felt a gush of desire throughout his body.

Taehyung bit his lip, it was getting harder for him every passing second. He leaned back slowly, looking at Hoseok who gasped a little when he felt Taehyung's firm boner beneath him.

Taehyung breathed sharply and swapped their positions in a flip, now hovering over Hoseok who shyly glanced at him, Taehyung gazed back into his eyes nervously, however he was surprised when Hoseok dauntlessly pulled him into a kiss.