Never Ending Thoughts

Gun Shots

Tuesday
July 7, 2020

We talk every day
But I need to see you

This world is getting worse every day

More and more ppl are dying especially our black men

I pray everyday that I don't lose you
Not my best friend, my lover, my R.O.D

I get so scared that ima get a call sayin you gon
It hurts me bc I havnt seen you, yes visitation but physically.. 2 years probably more

I really want us to be together forever
I want you off the streets with me as safe as we can be bc niggas really out here dying left n right for no reason but being completely honest your my reason for living

I try not to think about things like this but sadly it's our reality

I just heard about a nigga who got shot n killed over a gun bc they ain't have the money to buy it
His girl completely traumatized bc she was jus with him a few days ago.. he never texted her or called her to say he was safe... crazy thing is he was sellin it bc he was coming off the streets
He was changing for her

I hope I never lose you Chris, that would be the death of me 💔 your my soul 🤞🏼 I love you forever