Your Guardian Angel | Jenlisa

Chapter 22: second

"Stay."

L I S A

I'm breathing heavily as my tears continue to roll down my eyes.

i fell on my knees and hugged myself as i cried hard.

there was no one around, so i didn't care if I was crying in the middle of the road.

I didn't know that this will be so painful when i heard her voice moaning his name.

It hurts when you find your loved one, making love to someone she loves the most.

i never thought that finding her making love on the room that we both used to share a good memory would broke me so much than i thought.

jennie, why?

why are you hurting me so much without knowing it?

"lisa."

i stiffen when i heard a familiar voice behind me. she sounded breathless like she ran just to follow me.

i wipe my tears and i slowly turn my head to look at hers.

she stood there, across the street while panting heavily. sweat was visible on her forehead, causing her hair to stick to her skin and tears were threatening to escape her eyes as she looked at me brokenly.

"i am here, lisa." she said, her voice was filled with emotion.

"you can let out the emotions you are feeling right now, because I'm here to listen to you and to comfort you." she added.

I weakly stood up while our eyes were locked and neither of us looked away.

"Jieun." i whispered.

my chest had grown heavy and my eyesight began to blur with my tears.

her eyes scream with cared and worriedness.

while mine? my eyes filled with hurt and pain.

I told ji eun that i'll try to be happy for her.

But it's hard to be happy for her when i'm just starting to.

my lips quiver and my tears were sliding down my cheeks while looking at her.

it hurts so much that i couldn't speak.

ji eun visibly gulp and took a deep breath. "lisa, let me help you." she whispered so softly.

"Even if they left you, even if they always hurt you. Lisa. I'm always here to fix you and to be with you. Not because i have to but i want to stay with you." she said.

my heart ache with the pain that was laced in her voice. "i choose to stay, lis. i choose to fix you even if she's hurting you all over again."

my heart was screaming with pain and only ji eun was noticing.

"jagiya."

before she knew it, my frame crash into her tiny body. i wrapped my arm around her shoulder while her petite arm wrap around my waist and she burried her face in the crook of my neck.

her tears were falling and rolling down my skin and soaking my shirt.

"i'm always here, jagi." She softly whispered.

"i heard her moaning his name, ji eun. i-it hurts." i whimpered.

she tightened her grip and i continued to cry on her shoulder.

she caressed my back and my body relaxed and melt into her. i closed my eyes tightly when she pressed her lip on my forehead.

she slowly pulled away and placed both her hand on my cheeks. i smiled sadly as she wiped the tears off my cheek with her thumb.