Your Guardian Angel | Jenlisa

Chapter 13: Time

"You're my.."

L I S A

while watching him from the distance, i softly smile.

we just arrived at the music hall. And up until now, taehyung didn't still notice us.

he's sitting at the corner while reading his book seriously.

And here i am, i'm leaning against the wall while staring at him as i'm asking myself.

Why can't i just love taehyung again?

Why can't i love him the way i love him before?

why not just him?

I have so many questions in my mind.

but i know there is only one answer to those questions,

And that is we both love someone else.

We're not for each other because we fall inlove with someone else.

While we're in a relationship, I know that what we're feeling for each other is slowly fading away.

he met someone new.

While me? I fell for my best friend.

And that's jennie.

i slowly walk towards him and stopped infront of him.

"taehyung."

I called him while patting his shoulder softly.

he lowered the book he was holding and lifted his head to look at me,

Taehyung.

he's my first love.

i love him, i do really love him so much.

But the way i used to love him before, it changed when i'm always with jennie-unnie.

Whenever i was with her, the happiness i felt was different.

Every time she made me laugh, I was smiling.

And whenever i saw her gummy smile, my heart is beating fastly.

She was always there for me.

Whenever i was in pain, she was immediately there to open her arm so that she could hug me and comfort me.

She's the reason of my happiness,

but she's also the reason why my heart is aching right now.

I used to see her as my best friend before, but now?

What i'm feeling for her, is more than that.

I love her so much.

And it hurts because we're not meant for each other.

As long as she's happy,

Even though it hurts, it's fine for me.

A smile crept into his face when he saw me staring at him while smiling.

"Lisa," he uttered while looking at me.

He quickly stood up and he immediately hugged me, i smile and i hid my face on his neck.

"Hi." I murmured as i wrap my arms around his waist.

"Nae sarang," he mumbled.

he kiss the top of my head and he hugged me tightly,

i rest my head on his chest and i smile at him.