The hardest part about losing you, was losing someone who believed in me.
It's getting easier, I swear it is. I don't feel the pain in my stomach anymore at the mention of your name. I just feel blank now.
You became such a large support system in such a short space of time. You were the one calling me before interviews, telling me I was going to ace it and they would love me. You were the one who told me to pursue my dreams. You were the one that taught me all of your inside tips and tricks.
But, you were the one who lied. You were the one who manipulated and used me.
Your text messages stopped. You stopped caring about how I was doing, if everything was okay. You told me that it was friendship above all else, and you would always be the one to protect me, to pick me up when someone knocked me down.
You're the one who forgot about my birthday. I'm the one who has to pick up the pieces.
YOU ARE READING
consilium
Poetryi've been missing home, see it on my phone that the world back there keeps spinning 'round without me
