Snow || Myg ff ✔

~8~

⚠️TW: these episodes include some graphic imagery and mentions of self harm, suicide, and eating disorders so read with caution.
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"Because I can't keep living on without you."

 I avoided looking at him, my gaze falling to the ground as my tears fell softly, and my lips curved into a soft smile. 

"I just... wanted to say goodbye. I wanted to..." I looked up at him and tried my best to smile. "to see you one last time."

"What... do you mean by that?" he said, confused at my words. At what I meant.

I wiped at my tears and chuckled. 

"Well, that's all I came to say," I smiled. "Be nice when I'm gone, alright?" I giggled though my eyes were already forming tears again.

I turned and left. 

"Wait... Y/n..." he grabbed my hand and I turned around to look at him. He was looking down. 

~Yoongi POV~

I wanted to tell her everything. 

That I missed her.

 That I found out what she was going through. 

That I wanted to help her any way I could.

That I was sorry. 

That I was an idiot to ever believe anything Minji said. 

That I should have listened to her. 

That I should have never screamed or yelled at her.

That I should have never said that she was no one when inside I knew this was not true. She was more than just someone, she was my world. That I was lost without her and those past weeks, I had experienced that firsthand. 

Maybe if I had said all of this, she wouldn't have left like that.

But my stupid self said three words, three words that were the last ones I ever said to her.

"Take care, Y/n."

With that, she smiled, nodded, and left. I felt a tug in my heart once she left, something told me to hold her back. But I didn't. When I think back to that day, I wonder if I would have followed my gut feeling, would she be by my side now? Would we be happy? 

~Y/n POV~

"Take care, Y/n." 

I smiled softly and nodded, then I left. 

I went home that day, the weighted feeling had left, and I was just glad it was all ending now. Then I felt a sharp pain. I saw the spilled pills from this morning and fought against taking them. I sent a quick text to Jin and Yoongi, my only friends. The only friends I've had all my life. And then I went to my destiny. 

~Jin POV~

I slammed the door and left, angry. 

"Jin-hyung!" Taehyung cried as he ran after me. 

"After all this time, she's still the same hypocrite. She can't even be called my mother, she's nothing to me now." I spat out as I looked at the floor.

"I know..." Taehyung said, and he knew this was true. Everyone did.

"Tell her I'm leaving." I said coldly, I shouldn't have left in the first place.

"Hyung, please take me with you." Taehyung pleaded.

"I can't stand her, all she does it tell me how to lead my life, who to go out with, what grades I should get, what I should be studying, what career choice to make. She won't even let me go out of the house to work on group projects, and my friends are not allowed to come over. It's like I'm some puppet of her, please take me with you!" he cried. Taehyung cried regularly, for this his father always punished him. Saying 'real men don't cry!'.

"Please, Jin." He said once more.

Right then I got a text. Y/n?

'Goodbye.'

Thoughts ran through my mind and then I realized what was happening.

Y/n! 

"Okay, but if you want to go we have to go now my friend is in danger!" I said as I ran to the car. I looked at him. "Are you coming or not!?" 

He nodded and sat on the front seat. I started the car and went as fast as I could. My eyes began to water as I sped, wanting to be there and stop her. Feeling useless, being miles away from her. 

Don't do this, Y/n!

~Yoongi POV~

I got home and put my backpack down on my desk chair. 

I had finished all my schoolwork for today so I just went to the studio, it's what I usually do whenever I have free time anyway. 

I was about to put on my headphones until my phone got a notification. It was from Y/n.

'Goodbye."

So she's leaving now... I sighed. Be happy for me then, Y/n...

I tried to concentrate on what I was doing, when I got a call from Jin.

"Hello?"

"Where are you? Do you know where Y/n is?" 

"Um I'm at... home... I don't know where she is... why? Is she okay?"

"*whispers* f(censored)ck. *loud now* listen to me, did you talk to her today?"

I felt nervous now, what's going on?

"Uh yeah. She said she was leaving and said goodbye... is something wrong with her Jin?" 

"She's in danger..." 

"What?"

"She's in danger, she- *he sighed* she must have not taken her meds, listen to me! Go to her apartment and make sure she doesn't do anything rash before we get there!" 

"Something rash? Do you mean..." Realization sank in. "Oh my God!" I got my coat and ran as fast as I could to her place. 

Y/n!

~Y/n POV~

It was hard to go up even one step. I hadn't eaten anything for more than 48 hours now, not like that mattered anyway, it wasn't going to matter after today.

I struggled to walk up the stairs but I kept working towards it. Soon enough, I reached the rooftop. The sky was already a pretty orange color, the clouds were taking an orange color. 

As I tried to continue walking, my legs felt weak and were trembling. I struggled to even stand up. 

I continued walking towards my goal when they just completely gave up. 

My eyes watered and I looked forward, seeing the image of Duncan in front of me. Within arm's reach. I reached for him but it was hard to even lift up my hand.

"Duncan..." I whispered. He smiled.

I smiled back.

"I'm coming big brother," I said as tear rolled down my cheeks. 

I struggled to get back up but I did so. 

I walked towards him, but it seemed the more I walked the farther away he was from me. 

"Duncan..." I tried to reach him when my vision began blurring. I felt my body give up. Everything went dark and, finally, I felt my body fall.

"Y/n!"

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Longest one yet but just a few more chapters! ^w^ Hope you're liking the story. 

-L.

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