Bitter Sweet

Chapter 10

Erin's POV

'So..' Dad start the conversation and everyone focus at him. 'Are you still in relationship with Jess?' I think i know where's this conversation goes. I looked at Tay and waiting for his answer. Everyone is waiting for his response. 'Yes dad' I turned my head to Dad and saw Papa looked at me with sad face. Dad continued 'I saw the news that you've been to the faculty to fetch Jess, but do you know your wife is also there?' Tay gulped with all the questions that his Dad asked. 'Dad, I'm ok with that' I replied to Dad, afraid that the situation getting more intense. I don't want them to make Tay feels guilty because his relationship with Jess exist before our marriage. I accept that and it was arranged marriage after all.

'Tay, Erin, dad and I already discussed with your parents regarding this issues' I looked up at papa when he mentioned my parents. Papa took a deep breath 'we don't want to force you again, we'll try to accept Jess and both of you can file divorce whenever you ready'. I don't know why is it pain that I feel when Papa said that. We were surprised with that statement.

Dad and Papa got up from their seat to give us space. I don't know how long we didn't say anything until I said 'It's for the best Tay, let's divorce'. He just get up and went out from the mansion. I closed my eyes try to figure whether this is a dream or reality. I walked to Tay's room and sleep there. Tay put my backpack in his room, and I'm sure he'll not coming back to mansion. So I decided to sleep in his room.

Tay's POV

I went to the beach to clear my mind. I can't believe what did Dad said. Divorce? That's what I always wanted right? I can be with Jess finally. Why is it I feel heartbroken with that statement. Maybe it was because I didn't meet Jess today. So I called her.

'Baby, where are you? - Tay

'At my house, why?where are you? - Jess

'Can you come to the condo, I want to meet you' - Tay

'Ok, see you in 30 min baby' - Jess

'Bye baby' - Tay

I decided to meet Jess and assure that I only have feelings to her only. She was the only I want before, I want her to be my wife. Yes. I'll file divorce. The thought of Erin and Arm makes me want to ripped Arm away from her. I don't know why I felt possessive towards Erin, is it because Arm got all the attention from her?

Next morning.

Erin's POV

As I expected, Tay didn't come to the mansion last night. Dad and papa sending me back to the condo. 'I wish you all the best Erin, we're sorry that we involved you in this marriage'. I smiled 'It's alright dad, papa. I'll visit you when I have time'. Both of them hugged me and kissed my cheek. 'If you found someone you love, introduce him to us ok?' Dad said and I chuckled.

Once I opened the door, I found Jess at the kitchen with Tay's oversized shirt. So, Tay's delivered the news to her last night and they celebrate it last night. She saw me and smiled. Of course she's happy with the news. How can this person didn't felt guilty towards her lover's wife.'Erin, morning! I made coffee, do you want some?'. I shake my head 'no, thanks jess, so you've heard that Tay and me getting divorce?' She seems disbelieved what I'm saying. I continued 'I hope you happy with him, I know you guys waited this for so long'. I smiled and went to my room to packed my clothes. Yes, i'm moving to university dorm, i've contacted Angel. Thank God, I did pay my dorm rent all this time in case I move back there.

I put all my clothes in luggage and went out to meet Jess. I looked for Tay but I think he's still sleeping. 'Jess, can you give this key to Tay. I'm moving out, since we'll divorce, there's no point I live here'. She took the key and smiled 'Ok, will inform him. Bye' Jess smirked at me. I looked around the house for the last time, thank you for the memories. Then i went out.

3rd POV

Tay just woke up after 20 minute Erin left. He went to the kitchen and looked for coffee. He smiled when he thought it was Erin made it. Then he realised he was with Jess last night and went to living room. Jess was found watching series.

'oh morning baby'

'morning, did you made this coffee? - Tay

'Yes babe' - Jess smiled. No wonder that coffee isn't tasty, Tay mumbled.

'What?' - Jess asked him

'Nothing' - Tay smiled

'Oh, Erin came and give this key, can i keep it? and why you didn't tell me that you guys gonna divorce?' Jess pouted and wrapped her arms around Tay

'Huh? how did you know?' - Tay were surprised

'Erin told me, she just went here and packed all her things before giving me this keys' Jess smirked and continued 'now we can be together'. She kissed Tay lips.

Tay just dazed off and disbelieved what was he heard.

Tay's POV

Erin move out? He unwrapped Jess' arm and rushed to her room. It was nothing left, clothes, shoes. I feel numbed, she's really left me. Jess asked me 'what wrong with you Tay, oh you want me to move in her room?' she giggled. I feel I want to screamed at her for saying that. I don't have intention to bring her in this condo.

'Jess, can you go now? I need to think' I plead to her.

She shrugged 'ok but i keep this spare keys. Bye'. I walked to her bed and caress the bed sheet. Without knowing, my tear fall thinking about her. Thinking she won't makes me foods, laundry, thinking she would care other man but not me. Thinking she would do that to other man hurts me. Why did I feel this now? Why is it hurt when I imagine her other man? I thought this is what I wanted. I thought I want Jess. I cried and till asleep at her room.