"Hidden in Solitude"
Everywhere my vision lands on is a complete disarray
Concealed on a corner the ghost of me lays
Noticed by no one I stayed at bay
Feeling pathetic inside yet I ought to feign okay
Something's wrong with me
Something my own eyes cannot see
So I crumpled to my knees
Where was the key of my glee?
Wondering if someone's ever thought
Or ever caught sight of this lonely Goth
I don't know why I can't utter a single word
When my spirit's all too tedious and bored
I long to understand my own
To determine a part of me that's backwardly grown
My bashfulness has been way beyond my control
And what the heck is my sole purpose behind this wall?
-November 20, 2012