He Cheated Part Two

Excuses

        Silas threw his pants on and what trying to talk to me. Cathy and Jane walked in and Cathy said " Wow Lisa look at that chest no wonder you didn't want him to go after the first time." I turn my head slightly and give her this look like really Cathy. I roll my eyes and turn my forcus back to Silas. Cathy walked over to the bathroom door and said " Ok whore you have two second to run starting now." The women opened the door and grabbed her clothes and walked out. Jane is standing there in shock. I stand there. Tears start to pull my eyes. The shake my head and walk out. I didn't say nothing to Jane Cathy mainly Silas. I walk down to the bar grab a shot and glass of wine. I am going to hate my self in the morning for this, but oh well. I walk outside there is a man smoking. I ask him for one. I haven't smoke since Silas and I first got together. Some days I miss it though. I stand there smoking and drinking. I really had nothing on my mind. When I turn get done I turn around and these guys are sitting at this table. I hear one say " Look at her" I starting walking and smile over that them. One gets up and walks over to  me he said "Hey there can I buy you a drink?" I smile and say no thanks. When I look at thr doors I see Cathy, Jane and Silas standing there looking at me. I turn back to the guy and say " Thank you for the offer, but I really should go. It's been a bad day." He put his arm around me said " Well, if you ever need a friend a drink or just want to go out sometime call me." He handed me a card. I can see Silas is pissed. Good I thought to myself. I walk in and Cathy and Jane's eyes are big looking at me Silas grabbed my arm and said " Come with me NOW." I pull away and tell him " NO, don't you ever put your hands on me again. As of this point I don't want anything to do with you again. GO back to your whore." Silas grabbed my arm again this time it was really hard. He gets in my face and I can smell the alcohol on his breath. he is drunk. I then tell him "Silas get the hell off of me now." Cathy walks over and said "Lisa were is your purse?" Oh crap I left it in his room.Cathy and Jane are at the bar I run up to get my purse Silas is behind me. I get to the room and get it when i go to leave Silas stands in front of the door and said " You are not going anywhere until we talk." I try to push him out of the way and he grabbed ahold of my again and pushed me on the bed. He then said "SIT AND STAY." I started getting scared I have never seen him like this ever. Then I start wondering if he is on something else. When I look over I see a bottle of Scotch he pours another drink and another he had 4 shots right in front of me. Yup, this explains it,but it's not excuse to treat me this way. Before we got together everyone told me when he drinks it it makes him very  mean. He has never drank it while we were together.