He Cheated Part Two

Scared

        I get my purse and was going to get my phone to call Cathy. Silas grabbed it and threw it across the room. I get up and start to yell he put his hand over my mouth and pushed me back on the bed. He got on top me of me and put his hand over my mouth again and said " You will listen or I will make you listen. I have been working non stop when I get home yes its is nice to be there, but it's the same old thing over and over. So every now and then when I feel like I call up an old friend or meet a women and we have a little fun. It doesn't mean I don't still love you because I do." Tears were rolling down my face I couldn't believe he was saying this to me. I wonder how many other women he has been with? I try to push him off me, but he works out all the time and I'm only 120 pounds. I can't move him. He then said " Now since you interrupted me and Amber right before sex I think we should have sex." I am shaking my head no. I can feel his hand going up my shirt. This is my husband sex should be ok with us, but it's not at this point. He takes his hand off my mouth and I said " Get the hell off of me, I will never have sex with you again. I want a divorce." he slapped me with the back of his hand across my face. I wipe my tears and push him as hard as I could, run to get my purse and he grabbed the back of my neck. Threw me face first on the bed and pinned me against it. He said " Really? That is what you want? Let me get what I want first then we will talk more." He is trying to pull my pants down my hair in wrapped in his fingers and before I knew it we were having sex. After he was done he said " Get dressed NOW" He was still drinking. I couldn't believe what just happen. I get my pants back on and get my purse. I walk to the bathroom and I can see the bruise on my face and the side of my neck. He kicked in the bathroom door and when I turn around he wrapped his arms around me and put me on the sink. I just stare at him. Then say " I am leaving now" He said " We can talk more when I get home from this trip." Ha, he thinks we are still going to get together after this yeah right. I get this rage of anger and when I get off the sink I am by the door he is trying to kiss me and I slapped him. I have never done that to anyone. I he looked at me and said " Nope bad choice." He grabbed my head and hit it against the wall. I fell to the floor and he kicked me once or twice. I wasn't sure because I was in shock. He got down to the floor and said " THis is more like it, if you would keep are marriage interesting then I wouldnt have to cheat." REALLY!! He is on top of me again and said "Guess this could be round two. More sex than I get in a month from you." I was trying to back up but couldn't we have sex again, this time it hurt really bad and made me feel very sick to my stomach. Finally I stand to my feet and he said '' Like I said we can talk when I get home. I love you baby." I walk out I didn't dare to say anything else.