He Cheated Part Two

Broken

        Silas takes my phone and throws it. I tell him he needs to stop and I grab his bottle Scotch and attempt to pour it out, but he took it back and some of it got on the carpet. " Lisa you need to just sit there and shut up. I want everything to go back to the way it was. You can stay home clean, cook take of the kids whatever it is you want to do and I will work and still be your husband. You have a good life. You wouldn't make it without me." I'm not so sure about all that because I could make it with him. I go to get up and again he slaps me, when he did it was so hard his wedding ring cut my cheek and swelled up almost right away. I was kicking and yelling at him to stop and just leave or let me go, but he didn't. The he pulls my shirt off and said " You know you want to have sex or do you want to have sex with the guy at the bar. I seen you flirting with him. You are MY WIFE bitch not his now lay on the bed and take them pants off. I want to see you naked." My stomach turned. I didn't want him touching me or even looking at me. I Tell " Silas really please stop I don't like you acting like this" He then said " Oh really how should I act while you are out getting rides from men and dancing with them?" I started laughing and said " At least I wasn't caught in bed with one........YET" I think I just poured gas on the fire  because he started at me and hit me again. I was now laying on the bed. He had his legs between my body over top of me and said "OH YET!!!" Then he pulled my pants off ripping my panties and before I knew it he was in me. I felt like a virgin again it hurt so bad. Not sure if it was from what happen last time or if he is just being to rough. I can't take it, it feels like we have been doing it for a long time. Then I hear something. I don't think Silas did because he was still going. Then he grabbed my hair and said " You aren't going any where EVER... I've been drinking so I can do this all night baby." I was trying to push on his chest, but the more I pushed the harder he got. Then I was screaming at him to stop. Cathy walked and said " WHAT THE HELL SILAS" Silas jumped up and she told her to leave. The door was kicked in so there wasn't no locking her out. I get my clothes on and put his pants back on Cathy and I ran down stairs and Silas was trying to get a shirt on and walked down. Just as the door open and Cathy got on the porch I was behind her and Silas grabbed my face and was kissing me he said "I will be here when you get back." Cathy and I got into her car and she got on the passenger side. I got in the back and then I seen Jane she was driving. I tell her just drive. Cathy looks back at me and smiles, now is not the time to be smiling and happy. I said "What?"