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i i always compromise,
for i knew love is never
selfish or needy.
it knows no boundary
and limit.ii. you could never
call it unconditional,
if you set some expectations
or have some standards
to follow.iii. at young age, i learn
how to give way without
complaints. i was
entitled the kindest and
most generous.iv. i let my younger sister have
my favorite doll without
hesitations. i also gave my
classmate my bread even if
i'm hungry myself.v. but when you came,
you made me cross
my beliefs and threw all
principles out the
window.vi. you're just that exemption,
that something i just can't
give to anyone else.
for you are that
someone i truly love.vii. i'm willing to be a
slave of my feelings —
to fall in endless depth
of your soul.
and i did.viii. i could never compromise
when it comes to you.
so, i tried the hardest to not
break myself beyond repair.
for me to be able to let you go —
even if it kills me.// i've been selfless all the time yet why is fate so selfish at me? like as if i've done something wrong. i only wanted to have you for myself but why i can't? am i not deserving of your love//