"You know Mark. You really hert me when you said to me that you will never love a guy" Jason said looking at me in the dark room
"I'm sorry for that" I Said feeling really bad
"but whenever I look at you. I seen to not get angry at you for so long. You know everytime Marcus called you a faggot. I wanted to beat the living shit out of him. But at the same time it gave me hope that it's true that your interested in guys" Jason cut me off then stayed silence for a while
"I lost hope. When you told what's her name again. Whatever. When you told her you love her in front of everyone. It hert's seeing someone you love telling someone else that he loves them"
"I love you Mark. I really don't like seeing you will other people. But that selfish of me. You can never be happy in a forced relationship right. You know when we kissed today at the back of the house. I really felt like I'm forcing you into something you don't want to be apart of especially when you removed my hand from yours. when people could see us together. It really hert too. I know your trying to make me happy but. I can tell you don't want to be seen with me. I don't know if I'll ever tell you these three small words but. I. Love. You"
Then Jason stopped talking. I was crying. To think that I'm saving myself from judgment but I'm herting other people who care about me
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[JASON'S POV]
I guess Mark does like me back. I think to myself while walking with him holding hands. He removed my hand from his. when people in the house could see us. I feel sad but the thought of me and him kissing came back and it was enough to put me in a good mood
We all parted and had fun. I drank alot of beer like alot of it. I see myself being helped into my car. I hear Mark talking but can I tell you what he said. Nop.
I wake up in a bedroom shirtless I see a cute white puppy walking around the bedroom. I search for my shirt and the door that looked like the bathroom door opened. I wait for whoever is behind the door to come out
I see Mark coming out with a towel wrapped around his waist and his hair wet. I look at his body
"ah. Jason your awake". He said walking across the room
"did we" I asked not sure what happened to me last night
"no. No come on. We didn't do anything" he said searching for his clothes
I feel like my stomach is kicking everything out. So I rush to the bathroom and throw up in the toilet seat
I feel hands rubbing me on my back. I turn to see who it is. I guess it would be Mark but I wanted to make sure. And it was mark
"well you did drink alot last night" he said
"damn. I'm sorry really I don't usually drink. It happens when I'm stressed" he said and please don't ask me what was stressing me last nigt" he said standing up
"I won't ask cause you already told me last night" I said mad at myself for making him feel like that
"last night. What are you talking about we didn't talk last night" i said confused. Trying to remember our conversation
"well I guess when your drunk you let your true thoughts and feeling out" he said
"and Jason. I don't know where to start but. I liked you ever since the first day you came to school. Please don't ever again feel like your forcing me into your life. I want to be in your life I want to kiss you anywhere everywhere but. I'm just scared Jason I'm so scared I'm willing to be the person they want me to be. I don't like Sofia I told her that I love her cause I thought if I spend more time with a girl it just might change me. I told her I loved her in the cafeteria cause Marcus was"
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Hidden personality (boyxboy)
Romance17 year old Mark does everything in his power to convince everyone that the rumors going around the school about his sexuality are false. He walks, talks, laugh's and even dates hundreds of girls like any straight guy would. But is that enough to pr...
