[Beep beep.. Beep beep..Beep beep]
My alarm woke me up. Damn I cried so much I didn't notice when I fell asleep
I grab the alarm and switch it off. Despite being lazy I really didn't feel like living today because of what happened with Jason yesterday. After all it is a Saturday
So I went back to dream land
"m. Mark. Mark. Why did I buy the alarm if you're not going to wake up if it tells you too"
My mom shouted snatching the bed shits off me. I hate it when she does that. Who am I kidding everyone hates it
"okay. Okay I'm up" I said standing
"What's that? " my mom asked
"What's what.?" I asked confused
"it looked like you've been crying the whole night" she said pointing at my eyes
"Me crying. nah. Oh now I remember I rubbed my eyes with my hands that had hot source on them
" That's why my eyes look like I've been crying"
I said to my mom hiding my facing from embarrassment
"okay just be careful next time" she said walking out off my room
I walk in my bathroom I strip and go in the shower I turn on the hot water and just stand there letting all the hot water run down my body
I remember everything that happened yesterday in the living room with Jason and i
I feel sad and start crying again. i wish things were different
I showerd for about 30 minutes mostly standing in the shower and crying to myself
"mark your phone is ringing" she said standing out the door
"I'm coming in" she says. I see the door nob twisting
"N. No don't come in just answer it for me" I said hiding everything that no one's mother should see when your 17
"Okay" she said then she left
I stay in the shower for an extra 5 minutes and walk out of the shower and dry myself. I brush my teeth then wrap a towel around my waist and walk out of the bathroom
"okay good. Have a good day" my mom says then hangs up
"Who was it? " I asked thinking about Jason
"Oh. It was the mechanic what his name again . John, James, Johnny, Joe or Jason " she says looking up with holding her chin
" it's Josh mom" I said walking and sighing at the name she just mansioned
"Oh yeah. Josh. He said you can go get your car now. It ready. I'll take you at the mechanics if you want me too. I have to go somewhere anyway"
My mom said walking out
"okay thanks mom" I said waiting for her to close the door
I lock the door and unwrap the towel from my waist. I put on a white pear of underwear. Put on some black skinny Jeans a white long sleeve t shirt and put on some red Nike shoes
I walk down stairs and there it was. Something came running towards me. "oh. God when I said I didn't feel like living today. I wasn't actually hoping to die"
it was colorful and purple glitter was falling of it every time it took a step
My heart stopped beating for a second and started beating again when the creature was close enough for me to see it
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