Hidden personality (boyxboy)

24. Love And Pain

[MARK'S POV]

Damn I never imagined myself crying for the person I love. Maybe it's because I never actually loved any of my exes I never cried in a relationship like ever

I hate feeling like this. I never in a million years have imagined Jason hurting me in any way possible. I know I don't really Know much about the guy but still

I mean he fucking pushed me and now I've got a painful head. I relax on my bed and think about thinks

"woof woof. Woof woof woof" I hear Mason bucking. I try to ignore it and continue thinking about my pathetic life "woof woof" he bucks even louder this time

I stand up annoyed I don't want the neighbors coming here because of the noise

I walk down stair and see princess sleeping a least she acts like a princess unlike Mason who will constantly buck at the door

I stand still when I saw Jason standing there. Why is he here. Is he here to apologize. Does he feel guilty. Maybe he wants to kill me. I shake my head at the stupid thoughts

Stand in front of the door and slowly open it "what do you want Jason?" I asked

Mason runs to Jason's feet and tries to clamb on him. Jason pick him up "ah look mark can we talk" he says and I think about it for a while "come in I say opening the door wider

He come in and puts Mason down. He closes the door then he moved so quick towards me so I thought he was about to hit me or something so I flinched and took a couple of steps back

"mark no please don't do that I feel like a monster. Please. I'm sorry I don't want you to prepare yourself from not getting hurt by me please I just I huh I'm sorry for pushing you okay I just" he stopped and look at the floor

I really really want to hug him right now but I just cannot move "mark please forgive me. Look I know this isn't an excuse for doing what I did but I thought you were playing me, using" he continued

"Jason what? You really think I would ran out of school just to play you? For what. You know I'm not sad or mad that you pushed me today but I feel so torn right now that you actually thought I played you, I never loved you, I'm just messing around. The fact that you looked at me with disgust and hatred I just can't "I said now crying

Jason came closer looking at my tears" don't come close to me" I said and he immediately stopped in shock "don't Come near me" I repeated "Yeah those are the exact same words I received when I wanted nothing but your comfort" I said sobbing it's getting hard to breath

"mark don't do this" he said and I saw he was trying so hard to hold his tears in "Jason you let me go" I said "and I'm sorry for that" he said pulling me into his arms he squeezed my tightly

I couldn't move not that I couldn't but honestly I really like when he hugs me it makes me feel special

He kisses my four head "I'm sorry. I'm sorry" he said I felt his tears run down my four head. Is he crying maybe his truly is sorry

I pulled away suddenly feeling shy and embarrassed. I face the opposite direction wanting to walk away "he grabs my hand and pulled me closer this time he was examining my head I think he saw my bandage on my head

"God mark were you bleeding. I" he stuttered. Damn he must feel very bad like extremely bad "Jason it's OK I'm OK" I said locking eyes with him

We looked at each other for what felt like decades and I leaned in connecting our lips together. Gosh the guy teasts good. I don't bother to fighting him for the dominance

I just let him have it I moan just a little and it caused him to smirk. I couldn't help but to smile so I pull back disconnecting the amazing feeling we were sharing. Jason leans in again connecting our lips back again I guess his not done with me just yet

I don't know about Jason but I just heard the door opening. Mason starts bucking so I looked at whatever it is. It's the girl I saw at Jason's house "oh huh I didn't realize things were getting a little hot in there" she said slightly smiling

She picks up Mason "oh my gosh what a beautiful puppy" she said
"voronica really" Jason said because of the disturbance we just got

"Right I'm going to wait outside" she said opening the door

"no no ah please have a seat we're done anyway" I say surprised that she's even here not that I don't want her here it's just like why would Jason leave her in the car alone