The One - Mattia Polibio V1

Mattia's POV:

"You know," I said, "You're really hot."
"Mattia you have a girlfriend," Cynthia said.
"I bet you're good in bed," I said, taking a sip from my drink.
"I have a boyfriend and you have a girlfriend Mattia," Cynthia said.
"That doesn't mean anything," I said.
I grabbed her face and kissed her. Cynthia pulled away and pushed me.
"You're disgusting," Cynthia said and wiped her lips off.
I realized what I did. I'm so stupid. I turned and saw Y/n in tears. I felt my heart drop to my stomach. I went over to her.
"Get away," She said.
"Baby," I said and grabbed her arm.
"Don't call me that," She said and pushed me away.
Cynthia went over and put her arm around her.
"Baby that didn't mean anything," I said.
"Am I not good enough for you?" She said, crying.
"I never said that," I said, grabbing her hand.
"Don't touch me," She said, "Get away from me!"
I pulled my hand away. Her and Cynthia walked away. I fucked up real bad. I punched the wall as hard as I could. I looked at my hand and I was bleeding. I grabbed a napkin and wiped it off. I panced around the room for a few minutes. I decided I was going to talk to her. I went back to her room. I took a deep breath and opened the door. I saw Y/n get up.
"Baby I'm sorry," I said.
"Get out," She said.
"I didn't mean it," I said, grabbing her arm.
"You're just like the rest of them Mattia," She said, "I thought you were different. I really did. I thought maybe you actually cared. I thought you could be the father to Anastasia. I thought you loved me."
I felt my heart shatter. I let her down. I'm horrible.
"I do love you," I said, crying.
"If you loved me so much you wouldn't have been flirting with Cynthia," She said, sobbing, "If you loved me you wouldn't have kissed her. If you loved me you would've listened when I told you to stop drinking. You don't love me Mattia."
I'm a horrible person. I might have just ruined my chances with the perfect girl.
"I'm sorry okay," I said, "I get it, I messed up. Everyone makes mistakes."
"Maybe your mistake was dating me," She said.
She took off the promise ring and threw it at me. A tear fell from my cheek. I spent so much time trying to find the perfect ring for her. I even brought along Kairi and Alejandro to help me.
"Get out," She said, "Go somewhere else. I don't want to see you right now."
I picked up the ring.
"Baby," I said.
"Go," She said.
I looked into her eyes. She turned away. I sighed and left the room. I sat outside the room with my head in my hands. I fiddled with the ring. I'm such an idiot. I texted Alejandro and asked if I could stay with him. He said I could. I walked to his room and knocked on the door. Josh opened it.
"Bro," Josh said, "You good?"
I shook my head and went in the room. I sat on the bed next to Griffin.
"What happened?" Alejandro said, noticing the ring.
"She hates me," I said, "I was drunk and I kissed Cynthia. By the time I realized what I did, she already saw."
I started crying.
"I'm horrible," I said and put my head in my hands.
"No you aren't Mattia," Josh said, rubbing my back.
"Yes I am," I said, "I ruined it. I really wanted this to work."
"I know you did Mattia," Josh said, "You can fix it, just give her space right now."
I sat there and cried for a good hour. Then I fell asleep.

sorry for leaving y'all on a cliff hanger but tysm for 1k reads. V2 will be out in a week or so. ilyyyyy ❤️❤️❤️