March 6

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Hey Mer,

I was talking to Mrs. Loomers and I finally told her how I felt about coming to see her. I told her that I wasn't seeing a fucking light at the end of her metaphoric tunnel. I told her that I didn't think I was getting any where. And she agreed. I kinda didn't want her to agree with me. I wanted to hear her say that there is always hope or that it was just part of the "grieving process". Am I beyond hope? Was Hiccup right? Has she just run out of things to do with me that she is sending me somewhere else? Is that what's going on? Or am I just fucking blind as always?

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