It takes TWO- Kolena

Chapter 10: The Casket Girls

Elena was sitting in her room drinking a blood bag and drinking another blood bag when Klaus walked in.

"Your little sister is missing" Klaus said,

"What do you mean that my little sister is missing" Elena asked.

"She has left" Klaus said.

"Find out why she left now" Elena ordered. Then she yawned and Klaus noticed the books on the side of her.

"Did you get any sleep last night" Klaus asked.

"I found some of Kol's Journals last night and decided to read them i'm only in the 1800''s" Elena said,

"Well you best get some sleep" Klaus said, He left out the room and Elena grabbed another one of the Journals'

I've just been undaggered and i already feel like the outsider again. I swear its like my family hates me. Maybe thats why i act out. Trying to get them to notice me but they never really do.  Klaus has taken on a apprentice by the name of Marcel. He treats him more like family then me. Call me jealous maybe i am. As Elijah was getting close to Marcel Klaus was feeling lonley again so he undaggered me.  Elijah never wanted me awakened but of course Nik did it against his wishes. Nik had lots of people for me to feed on as an apology for daggering me in the first place. But he didn't really want me awakened. He was just angry that Elijah was getting close to his new prodigy. Me and Nik did what we always do when i am awakened from hell. We cause loads of trouble kill lots of people. I am evil and i don't know why maybe its because my family always betrays me. I compelled a large number of people to act out Hamlet for Marcel. Making sure to include all of the deaths. Elijah eventually showed up to stop me.Marcel had always wanted to be a vampire so i was going to give it to him. I fed him sone of my blood and told Elijah i would turn him. In my opinion he deserved it he wasn't really family anyways and i knew it would make Nik mad.  All i had to do was kill him. Elijah stopped me and Nik came to my aid but he just daggered me again. I have a violent nature and it isn't because i wanted it its because everyone betrays me. Nik Elijah and Rebekah made an always and forever pact and never thought to include me in it.  They don't really care about me. They just want to make sure that i could never cause any destruction. I just want some one who can believe in me no one ever does. If i had a family to protect like Rebekah protects Elijah and Nik maybe i could be a better person. But that will never happen.

Elena smiled she wanted to go back to sleep but she wanted to continue on with the journals. She continued to the 1900's sections.

I am at war with Nik. Its not unusual but i hate that it has to be like this. I have lots of witches at my disposal including my older sister. She's a complicated case but its nice to have her on my side. For once family that believes and trusts me. Some say that i am distructive to everyone. But i do care for the witches. I prefer them to the vampires and werewolfs. I do hold them to a higher regard. Despite what others say. Some say that i am just going to use them and i hate that people think i would do that. Being a former witch myself since i have nothing better to do with eternity i learned every type of magic ever made. I even dassled in dark objects. I created quite a few including the golden dagger. That will be able to dagger my brother Niklaus except only the one who daggers him may undagger him. I can't wait till i can use it on him he deserves it after everything he had done to us. I wanted to protect the witches thats why i went to war with him. He would let the witches die. I will not let all the witches die at the hand of my brother so i knew that i had to act. My two witches were Mary- Alice claire and Astrid. They made my Dark objects The devil's star, the bracelet of obidence and the cursed shackles. I did somethings i was not proud of i scared my followers i killed a church full of people. I was defeated i got the dimond i needed but Klaus got the better of me my witchs locked in a house. At a christmas party shortly after i was looking for the dimond Klaus took which would help me to defeat him. I was caught by Rebekah looking through my brothers things. I told her my plans in hope of keeping her quiet. I should have known better no matter what i do she will always choose Nik over me. She agreed  to help me but things went for the worst. She told Klaus who made a speech telling me who knew of my plans. I tried to flee but Klaus and Elijah teamed up and daggered me. Why do they hate me? Am i that bad of a brother. Do they not see that i just want someone who will care for me. Actually care. I don't know how this ever happened once we were this wonderful family but that has long  since been forgotten. To them there is no way that i can be redeemed. And who am i to blame them

Elena closed the journal and layed down. She knew that she was going to need sleep. And she didn't feel like participating in the events that were happening. She closed her eyes and she driffted off into sleep. Unaware that her sister could have been dead forever.