Uma
I stared at my ceiling, it felt like ages. I didn't budge a bit, I couldn't. Well, I didn't want to.
It's days like this where I question why I'm not in some type of therapy. Wasn't mental health important to these Auradon people?
Shrugging to myself, I started to twirl my necklace around. I found myself doing this often in moments of anxiety, sadness or anger.
I'm a badass pirate, why am I down on myself? I'm better than this, I'm better than my insecurities.
My crew has gotten so far because of me and their cooperation of course, I love them and they love me.
I don't care about Mal and the others, they'll be dealt with whenever they're dealt with. The plan is what I need to focus on.
I sat up and showered, once I got up I threw on a black crop top, blue ripped jeans, some vans and my hair was now half up & half down.
I've got to do better for myself, I need to remind myself of who the fuck I am, I am Uma the daughter of Adonis and Ursula, the little sister of Cyre. I am a force to be reckoned with and I won't let anyone stop me.
I stared at myself in the mirror as I thought all of this, I've got to stop getting into my own head, it's making me weak. I've got to be heartless and unemotional again, or rather find a better balance for it.
Staring at my phone, I decided to text my crew back along with Harry and Gil separately. I called another meeting for today, some were excited others weren't. I didn't care either way, they obey me, because I am the captain for a reason.
**
Class was boring, nothing eventful really happened other than Mal and her crew becoming an ever so persistent pain in my ass.
I rolled my eyes as I ate a bite of my pizza, lunch was loud as per usual, Harry and Gil were joking around, Jonas and Desiree were subtly flirting and me?
Well I was developing my own plans among them, I love them dearly but sometimes they were not on my level of evil.
This place has ruined my mental and it made me soft, sure I fucked up a little but that's mostly Lei and Melody's fault.
To this day I still don't know who messed with Lei, but I have to find out. I don't want Gil to get hurt again nor my crew, I had so many questions and so little answers.
I sighed and threw my food away as the bell rung, I had two more classes to suffer through before I could taste freedom.
**
I plopped onto my bed heavily, my back was hunched over I swear after all that homework they gave us.
I stared at my phone, no new messages were present and seeing as though I hadn't focused on myself lately, I decided to take a quick shower and curl up in my bed.
I wanted to watch some movies , but my body had other ideas which is why it didn't take long for me to knock out.
I blinked as I looked around, I was trapped in my own thoughts.
"Do you really think you'll be good enough?" I turned to see my mother staring back at me, her wicked gaze cut through my sleepy haze.
"What are you doing in my head?"
"Darling, don't worry about that. Just know you're not safe."
