Imperfect

12

Three days later..

It's been three days since I lost my memory and got some fever, because of which I got to understand the real Alec.

"Feeling better?" He asked.
"Much better" I answered him with a smile.

He was with me almost all the time. Actually, the second day, my fever was on its worst stage. It was uncontrollable. Sometimes, nothing feels good. But one thing was just so comforting all the time. Alec.

Oh I know I'm totally into Alec right now because of everything he did for me. And I also do know that it's wrong. Alec and I are never possible. Not even as friends.
He told me about his life, about his father who spent all his life and money on drugs. His mom died some years back and he was forced to live with his father. He said that he never lived with his father, he always struggled with him. It was literally a very merciless time for such a small boy. He used to pray that his father should never come home early. I can't even imagine how bad it would have been for him to see his mother being hurt by his father.
All of this was enough to make him leave the house.
Crime, being the easiest way to get instant money, attracted him. He didn't had a choice and got ended up with Bryan, Carter and Shaun.

Sometimes I just find my life way too easy. Atleast it isn't complicated. I have everything, I know which way to go and what to do. But the only thing is that I can't.

"Hey Harm, I don't remember where but, I heard somewhere that two days are the most important days in your life. One, the day when you are born and two, the day you get to know why. So did you find your reason to be born yet?" He questioned. He just loves asking. I don't know why. He is never bored of asking weird questions. He doesn't care what time and situation it is.

"Yeah maybe. I guess I'm born to.......live!" I have weird answers for his weird questions. I started laughing, at my lame victory. But actually that's the right answer to that question in my life.
Actually sometimes, Alec asks such questions suddenly because he has got his answer for the same question. So I asked him the same question.

"Yes, I've got my answer. But I won't tell you because I'm so sorry Harm, I still don't trust you for my personal information" he says mimicking me as he gave me that smoking look of his. I couldn't help but giggle.

I was feeling fine and normal after my home treatment by Dr. Alec Reigns. So tomorrow, I will be accompanying Alec to the store for some "necessary" stuffs. Let's see how will it go. I just wish God that tomorrow stays as a casual day with some boring but harmless moments.