happy pills //f.w × reader _completed.

pill 17.

"What are you doing here?"

"I just came to say goodbye."

"You already said goodbye."

"I did? when?"

"When you told me that you couldn't fall in love with someone who is mentally ill."

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The movie was a comedy movie. The screen illuminated your face features and smile. Finn couldn't help but just stare at you. At that moment, he thought you were the most beautiful. You're just laughing and not caring if you looked good or not. He liked it.

He then went to wonder why you haven't been getting sleep. He was worried about you. You seem agitated and nervous lately.

Once the movie was over you said goodbye to all your friends and said you'd see them at school. Finn walked you home and went to your room which was now clean. You opened your dresser and pulled out the hoodie. Not his, but the one that Joe bought. You handed it to him and he thanked you.

"Are you excited for school?"

"Oh...yeah." You lied and sat next to him.

You actually weren't. You just didn't want Finn  to worry.

"That sounded like a lie." Finn says and gets up. He wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you closer to him. He starts to sway with you and you follow his steps.

"It's just overwhelming because I'm not getting any better...what if I do something extremely dangerous at school?" You mumble and place your head on his chest. He grabs your hands and intertwines your fingers together before pulling away.

"You'll be fine..i'm here if you need anything. I'll keep an eye on you, okay?" He says and you smile at him. You give him a kiss and soon you're making out again.

You're both on the bed with you on top of him. You eventually pull away breathing heavily and caress his cheek with the back of your hand.

"I...I love you. I mean, I like you a lot. You're always there for me. You've been there for me ever since elementary...and you've dealt with me which is surprising because i'm such a handful and..and-"

Finn lets out a chuckle before sitting up against the headboard and makes you sit on his lap before kissing you again.

"It's fine..I love you too." He smiles and gives you another kiss.

Your face turns red making you bury your face into his chest.

"Fuck that's really cute oh my god.." You say which comes out muffled. He laughs and gives you a kiss on your head.

Just then the door swing open and you jump. You quickly get off of Finn and look at the door to see Natalia.

"What's he doing here? It's almost twelve, it's late." She says.

"Right..I was actually going to leave..like right now." Finn says.

"Good-"

"Nat! What the hell? It's raining outside..what if he get s a cold?" You say.

She lets out a low growl and she looks at you to seeyou glaring at her.

"...Fine..just call your parents and tell them you're staying over. But Y/n, I need to talk to you. Now." Natalia says and you get off the bed.

You walk out and close the door.

"Before you scold me, we weren't going to do anything-" You say before she could say anything.

"I'm not worried about that..i'm worried about this." She says and grabs your hand before leading you into the living room. You see Charlie and Joe sitting there staring at the Tv. You look and see the news is on.

"Today a man and his dog may have found a dead body near the Willowbrook Woods."

You freeze up. Charlie looks at you and you just stare at the tv not believing it.

"I thought you said you had in under control!" Natalia whisper yells.

"We did! H-How..? I don't understand." You stutter and run a hand through your hair.

"I mean they said dead body...not bodies. I don't think it's your parents." Joe says.

"Yeah, Joe's right. Maybe someone killed someone and buried them at the same woods. You're overthinking."

"Of course we're going to overthink! Y/n killed our parents!" Natalia shouts.

"...What?" Another voice interrupts.

You all whip your heads around and see Finn standing there with his phone. He looked at each one of you seeing the fear.

"Tell me she's joking, Y/n." He awkwardly laughs and sees the television.

He knew you weren't joking because of the fear in Natalia and your eyes. He just didn't want to believe it.

"Finn, listen to me, you can't tell anybody." Charlie says and approaches Finn.

"Okay? Please...we can't lose Y/n. I can't lose Y/n.." Charlie says and Finn sees Charlie's eyes water. He glances at you and sees tears already falling down your cheeks.

He loves you. He loves you so much that's he's willing to do anything for you...and that means anything. Even if it meant hiding a secret that could possibly get you sent to prison. He didn't want to lose you either.

"Okay..i'll keep it a secret." He says.

Charlie and Natalia hugs him and thanks him. Once they pull away they see you gone.

"Where did she go?" Natalia says.

"Her room." Joe says and keeps his eyes on the television.

Finn walks into your room and sees you by the window staring at the rain. You were staring at the red neon sign that illuminated your room at night.

"My parents are okay with me staying.." He says. You don't answer and just feel your nails digging into your palms.

You could feel the skin break and wetness from your palms. It was blood staining your palms and more tears were coming down your face like a faucet.

"Why?" You whisper.

He quirks an eyebrow and sees the blood dripping down your hands.

"Why keep it a secret? You'll just end up getting in trouble for keeping it a secret. You're being stupid, Finn!" You shout and turn to him.

He gently grabs your hands and could feel the warm liquid fall into his palms. He pulls you closer to him and he hugs you. You're shocked and confused before he goes near your ear.

"Like they, love can make you do stupid things..."