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Chapter 18: Senseless Decisions.♥

Chapter 18: Senseless Decisions.♥

*Roc's P.O.V*

Three and a half weeks now. I'm starting to wonder if things will ever be good again. I haven't tried to make a move to make it all better. I'm lost. In a situation like this, the usual going to dinner, buying her stuff, and  talking through it?

That's not gonna work this time. It's more complicated than that. Especially trying to make Yaniese forgive me for what I did to her mother; it's not... I don't know anymore.

I still can't see Siyara. No one will talk to me except for Boog. I talk to him yesterday. He said Siyara's amnesia got a bit worse than it was before. I wanted to beat myself.

I know I hit her pretty bad but I didn't think I did so hard. The more I try not think about it is the more I feel myself breaking down. My headaches are even getting worst. They're not even headaches; migraines.

My grades are slipping terribly. I can't focus on anything besides getting my family back together again. If I can't have that then might as well I have nothing. Siyara hasn't come to school in two days now, hope she's alright.

*Siyara's P.O.V*

School's become too much to handle nowadays. Everywhere I turn someone's making fun of me. Boys pushing themselves at me. They all think I'm dirty!! :(

I'm not an easy girl? Am I? I don't even know what I am. My grandma's going to pick up Yaniese from school. Then spend the night with her until tomorrow. I didn't go to school so after I went get my homework.

I didn't even know where I was going. The street signs and lights made me confused. I felt dumb. Wait..Am I dumb? Eh, whatever. Walking back home past a complex of stores, I saw a little club playing music.

It was kind of dark outside so you could see the lights shining from inside. I decided to go in. When I step in, there was smoke everywhere. Girls dancing on poles with little or no clothes on.

The guys threw money at them, touching all over their bodies. They were doing way more but I don't wanna mention that. I felt icky in my own skin. I walk over to the bar and ask this guy a question.

"Excuse me, what is this place?" "Well baby, it's a strip club. I'm sure a fine girl like yourself would know that." "Ohh." This is the place where that girl was talking about.

She had said something about attention? Is it good? "You looking for a job sexy?" "A job?" "Yeah. You know going around those poles, having 7 minutes in heaven, loosen up and have fun."

Fun? Sounds cool. "How do I get it?" He lead me to a dark room with dim red and gold lights. He closed then locked the door. He sat in the one seater couch in from of me.

"What do I do?" "Take off your clothes, show me what you got." He watches me while biting his lip. I stood there looking around unsure, dumbfounded, on what was to do next. I see him walking over and start moving back.

He rubs my arms. He touches my stomach sliding his hand up to my chest. I take it off. "No." "Shh. Relax I won't hurt you. We're not gonna go too far."

I didn't know what he meant by that. Then he kissed me. After that, everything was all fiery? O_o.

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Choices made in this chapter really was senseless. The power from Roc's punches, yes, I said punches... I didn't mention it but he had hit her TWICE.

The impact from his hits are really messing with her head. Do you know what's gonna happen next? :) If you don't know, I sure don't ! Lmao , I'm dumb .

Chapter 19 coming soon!!!! ^____________^ muaaaaaahhhh  * x) 

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