concubine ( Completed )

6. My concubine

"Pls check previous chap..wp notifications not always work for everyone..let's begin the tale from Singto's perspective this time.."

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Singto pov

I can hear the wind rushling through the mobile microphone,so Kong has taken Krist in his latest two seater ride and they are driving with the hood down, I can easily conclude, and that definitely doesnt ease my uneasiness at all, rather increase it manifold..

I have never taken Krist anywhere out of the mansion, in fear of getting discovered, where as Kong took him out in his new luxurious toy, I can neither reveal nor say to anyone about Krist's mere existence,in fear of other kingdom's evil eyes on him, and more due to my own little possessive hell controlling my mind..

Kong, my twin brother...on the other hand will declare him tonight to his friends and to Alice's group that he is his date, his latest muse.. that definitely is not something sitting well with me ..

And I now know very well why.. Kong's declaration that fateful night, his wish to date Krist, court him,  not merely sharing him as the concubine had rattled me.. more than the threat of Alice he underhandedly used on me, to escape my wrath..

I was shocked at Kong's proposition but more than that I was,.. no .., I am truly scared.. I have taken care of krist through the years to the best of my ability but I know that's not enough. I am tied down by my royal decorum and customs, always breathing upon my shoulder,the sword of Royal decrees dangling above my head..

while Kong has none, he can give Krist what I can never give him . But I am not ready to let go of him.. I am not ready to leave this so called ownership.. curse me but that's what the wretched royal papers say..I am the legal owner of my Rose..

And I am sure, I will be never ready to let him go and accept the fact that he can pursue his happiness with anyone other me, yes I am selfish, because I really lo..,

How pathetic am i that I cannot  even acknowledge or say that word in my mind, accept the sureshot fact even to myself..

Because Its against royal protocol, it's against the very rule binding a king to his concubine and the worse thing, a Concubine will suffer the dire consequences if I break the sordid old rule....

The age old custom which clearly states king can only love his legal wife,the queen .. and that's where my inner cowardice lies and Kong's bravery starts,  unnerving me, agitating me, driving a deep fear gnawing at my fragile torn heart ..

Only one bright light among the whole fiasco is, Kong's conversation with me in my Private chamber minus Kit, the next day after the dorm nightmare, about the all important matter of Krist's consent in all of these that is happening around my innocent rose..he, the unwilling victim, caught up in the middle, .

one look at my Krist, shivering and huddled up in bed, I knew what transpired in the dorm room that night!! My brother's bleeding knuckles, red rimmed eyes, were also the proof he regretted and he stopped before things went too far..so when he himself stated he will never touch Krist without consent ever again, I had sighed in relief..

But listening to krist's breathy happy voice trying to control his laughter today through my call, as Kong sings along with the car stereo, makes my heart sink deeper.

I want to tell him to higher the windows and to close the open car hood , since the wind sound is making it difficult to hear anything that he is saying and I am sure he can't hear what I am saying either..,

but I have no heart to do that, hearing him giggling like a child at Kong's antics.. who was purposely raising his voice high with his horrible mistuned notes along with the popular love song playing in the car stereo ..