╻everyone has needs. in chenle's and jisung's case, they need each other╹
❀ chensung
❀ chogiwanese
━┅ ✎ this is made out of pure entertainment and a hundred percent FICTION. the characters portrayed in the book DOES NOT depict on what t...
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drip.
the sound of water droplets echoed inside the four walls of the bathroom. chenle had his eyes closed and had sunk his body down the filled tub till it covered his mouth, still having air to breathe through his nose.
drip.
the silence was killing him, giving him dozens of thoughts that he didn't want to have, making him overthink about the situation he is in, and causing him to break down at any time. he was fully clothed, having an oversized shirt with him and wearing sweatpants. all of them are owned by the pure blooded but with his presence not around, wearing his clothes is the closest he could feel him.
drip.
the clothes were already drenched, getting inside the filled tub without even taking it off, but that was far from his concerns. what's occupying his head was how much the world had his back on him, how it hated him so much. chenle never asked to be born in a rich family, he never wished to be perfect, and he definitely never demanded to have everything.
all he wanted was to have a family that can love him, that can give him affection, that can be proud of what he's doing for his sake and not control him to do what they wanted him to do. he knew it was too late to smack some sense to his parents' head, not like he had the courage to even do that, but the pure blooded made him realize that it's never too late to start a family that can be rich, not by money, but with bond, with love and with affection.
drip.
the life forming inside him. the baby he was supposed to have. that, that made chenle change his perspective in everything. thinking about his own imperfect family strayed him away from having thoughts about the good side of keeping the baby. fortunately for him, jisung was there. the pure blooded brought him to the good side of his thoughts, making him see the wonderful possibilities and heartwarming scenarios of starting a family of their own. jisung reassured him that they were going to be alright as long as they got each other.
but no, this just had to happen.
drip.
chenle sat back up properly as he now had tears falling down from his eyes, his hand making its way to his tummy and clutched on to the shirt he is wearing. ❝i'm sorry b-baby, papa i-is so clumsy.❞
just when he finally had his mind changed and decided to keep the baby, to take care of the baby, to start a loving family that he never once had.
his plans had to be ruined just like that.
❝d-does baby f-forgive papa?❞ he choked in his words, having a hard time breathing as he sobbed. ❝because p-papa doesn't forgive himself.❞
