needs┃chensung

⌜ fifty six ⌟

eventually, they had to go back. even with this unbearable situation he is in, jisung still had his education being prioritized. though, he knew he couldn't leave the omega alone, not when he is looking like a piece is missing in his life. don't get him wrong, the younger also felt the same. after all, he was the one excited at the thought of having a family way before chenle had change his mind. knowing that his hopes of it were now being crushed, it broke him in so many ways.

but the breakdown at the hospital was enough, he had stay strong for the omega who's affected by it more than he could imagine. the omega is the one carrying the life, he can't bear thinking on how much it pains him to know that he failed to carry a child.

❝chenle, you skipped breakfast again.❞ the pure blooded opened their shared room and leaned by the door frame, eyeing the figure that's curled on the bed. ❝don't tell me you're doing the same for lunch?❞

it has been like this these past few days. the omega isn't taking care of himself and would always prefer to have himself locked inside their room.

normally, jisung had his mother insisting that she would look after for the omega while he goes and attend his classes but this time, the pure blooded was not having it. he already was wearing his uniform and was about to call his mother to come and watch over his despondent lover but he decided to be the one to do that. donghyuck's words rang through his ear and he couldn't agree for it more, the both of them needed each other.

which is why he has to be with his omega.

jisung strode to the bed and held the duvet that's covering the smaller's body. ❝chenle—❞

❝leave me alone, jisung.❞ the groggy voice was enough for the pure blooded to know that he had just cried.

actually, the taller male was already aware of this. dreadful nights with unpleasant sleeps had passed and jisung would often time catch the older making his way to the bathroom and spend all his nights there, crying and blaming himself. the pure blooded badly wanted to comfort him, have him in his arms despite of the omega always pushing him away but his mother told him to patiently wait till he opens up. forcing him to cry in his shoulders would be the best idea to do, giving space would.

his presence is already enough, she said to reassure him.

but now, he was fed up with all this. he, too, was devastated knowing that they have lost their own baby, that he can't even save the life forming inside his lover's tummy, and that he hasn't arrived just in time to prevent all of it from happening. it's not only chenle suffering here, he's not far from what the omega is feeling right now.

❝come here, we are eating.❞ taking his hand, jisung made an attempt to pull him up from the bed.

but his hand was being swatted away by the omega. ❝i said, leave me alone.❞ he badly wanted to be comforted, be in his arms, and cry to his heart's content but it confused chenle. why is the pure blooded acting like this? caring for him, still being with him, and even trying to keep himself intact from breaking down when he's at the verge at it. ❝i'm not hungry.❞