change of heart - clustin

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When Justin came out the bathroom his eyes were red, like dark red. He was in there for a while. I thought that maybe he was showing but now that I think about it, I never heard any water running. I didn't notice the bag until he sat down on the bed and that made me curious. "Justin, what's in the bag?" I added catching him off guard. He stood there with his mouth open looking like he was trying to find the right words to say but couldnt.

"Whats in the damn bag Justin?" "Nothing Clay mind your damn business."  I got up out my bed and walked over to him. I looked at me before snatching the bag out of his hand and looking inside of it. "Your doing drugs?" "Come on Clay it was one time." "Yeah Justin, and that one damn time is gonna get you addicted again. Justin you almost died."

"LET ME DIE THAN." I stopped and examined him. "No, I-I cant lose you, you cant die." "You literally hate ms Clay." "I've had a change of heart." I laughed and looked and him. "Please, stop." "Ok, it was my last time, I 𝑃𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒." He pulled me into a hug and I smiled. No I cant be falling for him, this isnt happening to me. Im not gay. I pushed him away and he looked and me. "Um, what the fuck Clay." "Stay away from me Justin I hate you." "You just said-" "I know what I said." He rolled his eyes and got back on his bed. "Goodnight Clay." Justin whispered before he fell asleep.

Me on the other hand, I couldnt sleep there was no "sleep" for me. I kept thinking about me having feelings for Justin and I have no idea how me out of all people could like him. I finally fell asleep but woke up screaming because I had a dream about Justin. "Clay are you alright?" I looked up and Justin was hovering over me. "Yeah im fine just a nightmare." "About what?" "Us?"  "What about us?" I sat up in the bed and looked at him. "You kissed me, I guess I was just scared." "Will you be scared if I actually kissed you?"

"You would never do that so I know not to be scared." Before I knew it I felt something soft and warm and on my lips. Justin was kissing me. It took me a while to realize it until I started kissing back. He backed away and smiled at me. "I dont see you scared but hey." He got off my bed and walked back to his. "Fuck you, I hate you Justin." "Same here."