change of heart - clustin

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We were in the car and we haven't talked about when he kissed me. I mean he was on drugs so it probably didnt mean anything to him. I was about to talk to him when we got out of the car and into the school but he ran straight to the bathroom. I hesitated following him but I did it anyway. I didnt see him so I knocked on the only closed stall. "Justin?" "Uh, here I come Clay you can leave." "Can we talk about the kiss?" "It didnt mean anything Clay I got high, your Clay to me nothing else now can you leave?"

I was about to open the stall but I decided to leave him one. If he said it meant nothing, it meant nothing. I knew i shouldn't have been so happy about a kiss with Justin. I should've known especially after everything with hannah. I walked back to class and took my seat beside Ani. "Hey babe, you okay?" "Yeah im fine." I replied while I stared out the window and at the sky. I didn't even notice Justin came in until I heard the teacher call his name. "Justin can I see you in the hallway please?" Justin nodded and headed out to the hall.

I turned and noticed that bryce was staring at me. I bit my lip and finished looking out the window. Justin didnt come back in the room but our teacher did. I figured he was doing something for her so I just shrugged it off plus he most likely wasnt thinking about me so I shouldnt waste my time thinking about him.

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So right now I am currently walking home because Justin left without me. I slammed the door and made my way up the stairs.  "What the hell, you left me." I said as I walked into the room and closed the door. "Actually, I got suspended." "For what?" "I got caught doing drugs...in the bathroom." I went to my bed and sat on it. "Your gonna ignore me?" Justin asked me, his voice being grave and his eyes were red. "Im nothing to you but Clay I dont need to say anything for you dumbass choices,dumbas choices just like kissing me."

"That kiss was a whole different thing Clay." "What was the different thi-." "Because I like you Clay, is that what you wanna hear? I like you." I looked at him but stayed silent. We were both silent for a while until I went and walked to his bed and sat by him. I pulled him in and started kissing him. he instantly kissed back and slid his tongue in my mouth. He tugged on my shirt but stopped when we heard a knock on the door. I quickly and quietly ran back to my bed and watched as Bryce came in. "Just here to study, Clay, you coming downstairs?" "Yeah im coming." I said getting up and heading towards the door, recieving a look from Justin