change of heart - clustin

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"Come on Clay you have to come."  Bryce told me making me look at him. "I don't do parties..." "But it's a party for us that I planned because we got an A, which is something I barely get." He smiled at me making me smirk. "Okay I'll be there." "Yes! and if it makes you happier everyone is gonna be there except for um... Jessica and Justin, I think Justin said they were going on a date or something but I didn't expect Jes to come anyways so it's no biggie." He gave me a pat on the back before heading back to the football team.

I saw Justin smile at Bryce before heading towards me. "I have to talk to my brother, I'll be there in a few." He looked at me and raised and eyebrow. "What?" "What were you and Bryce talking about?" "Don't be so overprotective Justin. I turned to walk away before he pulled me into an empty classroom and locked the door. "I'm gonna be overprotective Clay because as much as I love Bryce and see him as my brother, you're also my brother and someone I care about so yes I'm going to be overprotective and worried about you."

"Justin, how about you stop worrying about me and worry about not getting addicted again, and you have to get ready for a date with Jessica right? Why are you still here?" "Wow Clay, you're mad about Jes that's what the problem is, and I don't need to worry about getting addicted again because I'm not using!" I glared at him and scoffed. "You think I'm stupid Justin, I went in your bag this morning and saw a lot of pills, more than a person should have, you're human Justin you can fucking die." "Why were you going through my things anyways?" "Maybe because I don't trust you."

"Okay well don't trust me Clay I don't care anymore, your mad at me for going out with Jessica, My girlfriend Clay. We're never going to be anything we're brothers. and about the pills that you DIDN'T bother to ask me about, I was getting rid of them, selling them, I haven't used much of them, out of all I've used three to help with headaches and pain. But you wouldn't know that because instead of asking you went through my privacy, fuck you Clay." He unlocked the room door and left to catch up with the football team.

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I walked into Bryces house with Zach and we split up. It didnt take me long to find Bryce he was inside the hot tub in his backyard. "Hop in Jensen." He said after handing me a drink. I took off my shirt and got in. "Slide the fuck over Bryce." Alex said getting in sitting by me. "I was sent here to watch Clay so im doing my job. Hand me a drink." "Who sent you?" I asked him while giving it to him. "Noone, I just cant find Zach so I wanna ruin everyone elses fun." "Well we weren't really doing anything-"

"Oh my god there's Zach." Alex got out the hot tub and ran over to Zach who put his arm around Alexs shoulder.  "Thanks for coming Clay, I know I put you through a lot of shit so I would've understood if you wanted to say no." "I need to get out more anyways, plus Zach would've dragged me here if I said no." I said as we shared a laugh. "Clay, I'm sorry about Hannah, Im trying to change but it's hard to change when nobody cares about you so then there is no one to change for." I slowly started to nod my head before getting another drink.

After going in the house and getting a few more drinks I was officially drunk. "Did you know cats are just dogs in a cats body." "Clay that is one of the most stupidest things I've heard today." Zach said rolling his eyes as he followed Bryce who was carrying me to the bedroom. "Clay lay down." Bryce said sitting me on the bed. "Hannah used to call me Clay." "Clay it's your name." Zach said making me look at him. "Who asked you? Mr. I was in love with Hannah." "Clay you was also IN LOVE WITH HANNAH SO WAS JUSTIN." "Whatever." Zach rolled his eyes and walked out the room.

"Were you also in love with Hannah?" Bryce looked at me and shook his head. "I mean I didn't really know her..." "So you rape people you don't really know?" "I said sorry ab-" Before he could finish I pulled in and kissed him "You smell like Justin." "No, fuck you Zach where is he?" Justin and Zach came into the room and walked towards Bryce and I. "Did you touch him?" "Justin, why are you being so overprotective I didn't touch him, he kissed me."

"I'm being overprotective because I don't trust you." "I wonder where Jessica's trust is with you right now, or maybe she has forgotten the fact that you let me rape her, or maybe she wanted it, maybe Clay would want it too." Zach walked over to me and picked me up. "I'll take you home." "But we're leaving Justin." "He's taking care of some business right now Clay." We got in the car and drove back to my place. "Don't be so loud."

"This house is empty we need a dog." I tiptoed up to my room and let Zach tuck me in bed. "One party Clay, you went to one party." "I know...I need Justin, I can't sleep without Justin." "I'm here, I drove her with Alex." Zach left the room and Justin got undressed and laid with me. "We're gonna get caught." "Just helping my brother because he's drunk, even though he's not supposed to drink." "Fuck off Justin." "Yeah goodnight Clay."