The Lesbian Handbook

Rule #9

Rule #9- Don't break rule #3

I wish there was a lesbian handbook I could read because I definitely got myself in some horrible situations. Rule #3 was the most important rule in the handbook and I broke it almost immediately. I studied Billie from afar and recognized that there is definitely no way she's a heterosexual. "You wanna stop making it obvious you like her?" Kendall asked sitting next to me, "I do not" I defended. "You totally do, it's obvious" she said, "she's a bit too heterosexual for my taste" I mumbled, "why aren't you with your friends?" Kendall asked, "they're drinking and I'm not about that" I said. "Oh yea you're an elderly person who hates alcohol" she said teasing me a bit, "shut up" I said with a smirk. "Just have one drink for me, please" she said pulling me on my feet and dragging me to the table of drinks, she mixed some things together and handed it to me. "Drink it or I tell Lenny you're screwing his girlfriend" she said in a serious tone, I gulped down the drink, "great now have more, this is the only way I'll delete the pictures" she said handing me another drink. "Why are you making me drink?" I asked lowly, "self torture" she said with a smirk and I forcefully swallowed the liquid in the cup. "She doesn't drink, stop" Billie said taking the cup from Kendall's hand. "She will if you don't want your boyfriend to know" Kendall mumbled lowly, I gave Billie pleading eyes and took the drink from her hand.
I was so many drinks in and everything looked pretty blurry, "2 more" Kendall said and I glared at her and chugged them down. As soon as I chugged down the second drink she handed me her phone so I could delete the pictures. I stumbled to my friends and saw that Lenny and Billie were kissing which made me feel sad. I walked towards the backyard and laid on the grass. This feeling is horrible, I have no idea why my mom chose it over me. I miss my mom. My mental health has been pretty bad and I really didn't know how but this made it worse. I got up but stumbled into the cold pool, I forgot how to swim apparently because I just floated for a while until someone jumped it and pulled me up. I was tossed outside the pool and a beautiful girl with green eyes smiled at me. "Are you okay?" She asked, "wow you're so pretty" I mumbled touching her face. She chuckled and helped me up, "that really sobered me up" i said running my hand through my hair. "Thank you, Im Divine by the way" I said to the taller girl, "Lauren" she said with a pretty smile. "Let me drive you home?" She asked and I nodded, I walked to my friends and let them know I was leaving with Lauren. "You don't even know this girl" Billie said, "she's Lauren" I said happily which cause Lauren to smile and direct me to her car. Like I said before, don't break rule #3 because karma is a bitch.