Manila Encounters

Encounter #13

I was crying in the middle of the night while im in front of my mirror. I always asked to myself "am i not good enough?"

Then that tears escaped in my eyes again. "Do i look not pretty? Do i look stupid?" I keep on questioning myself. "So why he need to left me" i cried again.

I feel so hopeless. I feel so dumbfounded. I feel so pathetic. The pain in my heart keep on hit me its hurt. I love him so much.

I look at myself again but i saw a man in my back my tears keep on falling in my cheeks. I faced him. "I know you're not okay love" he said and he leaned at me and gently wipe my tears.

I look at his eyes. Those eyes make me drowned even this is the first time i saw those pair of gray. His red lips attract me. His pointed nose make him more handsome and his thick eyebrows that fit him perfectly.

But my tears is like they have their own life because they keep on falling in my cheeks. "Shhh don't cry my love" he said. He gently caressed my cheeks. I feel suddenly safe when he do that.

"My love just wait for me please don't give up" he said again then he kissed my forehead with full of love i close my eyes "Im your future half my love just wait" he said, i won't open my eyes and feel his presence.

When suddenly i didn't feel his presence i open my eyes and i saw nothing but my dimmed room.

I smiled bitterly.

"I will. I'll wait for you my future half." i said in almost whispered.

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