M I D N I G H T
Rogue was finally asleep.
I tiptoed my way out and lightly closed the door, trying to be quiet as I can as to not disturb or wake him up.
He decided to have a sleepover at my house this time and after watching a movie and drinking together, he fell asleep.
I let out a small smile. He's such a lightweight...
Navigating my way around in the darkness, the house was silent.
It gave me a sense of deja vu.
But this time, it's no longer cold and lonely.
The house actually felt... warm.
Is it because Rogue is here?
Sitting down on the sofa, I let myself ponder as all the suppressed thoughts rushed in.
When did I last have an attack?
I don't seem to recall. Was it a few weeks ago?
Rogue's been sticking with me ever since we met, to the point I didn't have the time to entertain any negative thoughts and feelings.
For someone like me, that's a whole new record.
I can't believe I lasted so many nights without having an episode.
I'm slowly getting better... I'm no longer alone.
The days I thought I would never have, came.
I have Rogue and he's here with me.
He's my only light in this life full of darkness. And... I'm so glad I met him.
