Finding Myself

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Brianna's POV:

They nod and smile we all walk out and see the family talking to the doctor. I rush over and listen...

Let's just say it's worse then what I had originally thought.

"So the reason Mr. Centineo fainted is because of lack of food, dehydration and anxiety. The cut on his forehead is fixable. He also has a mild concussion from hitting his head so hard. But because of lack of food it's going to be hard to nourish his body again. We have him on an ivy to try get him rehydrated. He is still unconscious at this time. We also have him on a feeding tube for the time being but if he wakes up and still doesn't want to eat we will have to keep him on it. He is stabilized it's just the matter of him waking up. " We all nod and thank the doctor.

"Well at least he's okay and breathing on his own" Taylor his sister said.

His mom Kelle looks over at me and gives me a disappointed look. "This is your fault little girl. He's been miserable since you broke up with him. And don't tell me it's not" she seemed angry but she didn't have her facts straight. I wanted to tell her so bad and argue with her but I just didn't have the energy too.

"Look I'm sorry he's in the hospital. But arguing isn't going to make him better. So we shouldn't point fingers. Okay?"

She sighs and backs off going to sit next to Taylor.

The fact that she was blaming me hurt because I was already thinking it. So hearing it from someone else just made my thoughts 10x worse.

About an hour later the doctor came out and said that Noah was starting to gain consciousness. The family went back to visit him first. I really just wanted to make sure he was okay.

After all we been through I wasn't sure if I wanted to visit him. I'm not even sure he would want to see me.

So after I heard that he was alright I left. I did my part on getting him to the hospital so my job here was done.

Piper and Sarah followed me out of the hospital. "Hey where are you going?" Piper says stopping my momentum. I turn towards her. "I'm going home. Noah's alright and that's all I wanted to know before I left" I said simply.

"Don't you think Noah would want to see you when he wakes up?" Sarah says causing me to shake my head.

"No I don't think that's a good idea" they both looked at me confused. The reality of it was I don't think I can go in that room without breaking down. Him laying there with tubes attached to him.

Then his mom apparently doesn't like me so I'm just gonna keep my distance. I don't want to be a burden on anyone.

"Listen guys I just think he needs his family right now. If he wants to meet up later then I will meet him. But for right now I'm going home" they sigh

I turn back towards the parking lot and start walking to my car. Even though I knew they didn't want to follow me or that they wanted to try to get me back into the hospital they followed me anyways.

I didnt want to leave I really didn't but deep down I knew I had to. He probably doesn't even remember calling me so why would I be there anyways.

I get to my car and leave the hospital knowing that the boy I care about was up there fighting for his life.