Finding Myself

Broken Promises

Brianna's POV:

I've been feeling lonely lately. Noah is always gone dealing with the Family bussiness. Sarah and Piper have been back in Wyoming visiting family. They came home last night but I didn't want to bother them due to them just getting home. Mom and Dad are on tour and the kiddos are staying at Aunt Blanca and Uncle Carter's.

As for me I just sit around the house clean a little, draw a little and look up schools online. It's been like this for the last couple weeks or so. I wake up in the morning and Noah is already gone. Which I wouldn't mind usually but I was getting used to waking up next to him every morning.

I make myself a cup of coffee text the girls then lay down and watch Netflix or look up schools until Noah gets home. Sometimes he gets home around 4-5 but lately it's been getting later and later. And he's been very distant.

Which was really werid because ever since we met we've been really close. I mean he helped me get out of a sticky situation with Nick. Sometimes I think "what if Noah never texted me?" Or "what if I never auditioned for To all the Boys I Loved Before?' Where would I be now? Would I still be in an abusive relationship with Nick or would some other Knight in Shining Amor save me?

But lately it's just been empty. I've felt empty. Noah's house is empty. I have no career or any idea how to make a career out of acting or even drawing. I have nothing going for me I felt like I had Noah but that just seems impossible with how much he's gone. Sometimes I'm asleep before he even gets home. Ill wake up like 1 in the morning and he will just be walking in the door. I don't know what's going one. I didn't think that family business takes that long to figure out. I mean his father has had the business for a really long time. So I would like to think it's established.

I feel like there is something Noah isn't telling me. Like he's hiding something from me. I couldn't quite put my finger on it but something just didn't feel right. I don't know why he would lie to me. I mean he told me he was an open book and would never hurt me.

I decided to text Piper and Sarah to see if they wanted to go out. I know they just got back from Wyoming but I could use a little girl time.

Group Chat: Babes😝💞😍
Brianna: Bri
Pipper: Pipes
Sarah: S

Bri: hey ladies😝 whatcha up to??

Pipes: nothing much! Just relaxing after a long ass flight. What about you?

S: yes what gives us the pleasure of you texting us?

I smiled even when they weren't trying to they always mad me feel better.

Bri: well I haven't seen y'all in like 2 weeks. And was wondering if you wanted to hang. Go to a bar or night club or something?

S: hmmm? 🤔

Bri: if not it's okay. I could just watch Netflix and let y'all relax and I know y'all are tired from traveling and all. I just really need to take my mind off some things and have a little fun. What do y'all say? 🙏

Pipes: how could we say no to that!

S: plus we miss you like crazy

Bri:  I miss y'all to so so much. So what time?

S:  well it's 6now. And it will take us about an hour to get ready. And it's about a 15 to 20 minute drive to your place. So I guess we can pick you up around 7:30?

Bri: sounds perfect!

Pipes: do I get a say in this?

S: um yeah because your literally sitting right next to me and told me to tell her 7:30. Just because you didn't text it doesn't mean you don't get a say 🤷