Insomnia || Jeongchan

~•Something different •~

"Please, just this time."

"I'm sorry...I can't."

It was around midnight when Jeongin finally left to see Chan. It took him a while because he was making cookies with the help of Felix, maybe it'll make Chan a bit happy.

He knocked twice and waited. Chan opened the door with a smile but Jeongin can see through him, he always does.

"I made you some cookies! Try them." Jeongin said while opening the cookie jar.

Chan smiled, his cute dimples showing and Jeongin can't help but stare at him as he eats the cookie with his cute smile and cute face.

Get it together, Jeongin. Jeongin thought to himself.

Chan hummed in satisfaction and nodded his head. "This is delicious!"

"Thank you! Felix helped me with these." Jeongin replied.

"That's sweet of him."

They decided to immediately go lay in bed, Jeongin felt Chan needed that. They laid together, only a small space in between them. Chan's heart was beating fast for some reason he couldn't pinpoint, while Jeongin was trying to bring the topic up.

"Are you okay?" Jeongin asked. Chan sighed, he didn't know what to answer. The situation was stressing him a lot but still hasn't completely fallen apart. He's having mixed feelings and losing confidence of himself.

"I don't know." Chan said in an almost whisper. "I really don't know." He continued.

Jeongin sat up and looked at the older. "You can't have him control you."

"I don't want that, but I don't know what to do." Chan mumbled.

"As a start, look for a job and start saving money." Jeongin said, hoping his suggestion would actually help.

"How come I didn't think of that? Jeongin, you amaze me." Chan said with a smile.

"I got that from my mom, she always has a solution to everything and handles things well." The younger said, his ears turned red but thank god it was dark enough for Chan not to notice.

The sudden ring of the phone interrupted them. It was Chan's phone so he picked it up to see who was calling.

"Fuck..." He whispered.

Jeongin frowned and looked at the caller's id,  it was Chan's dad.

"I-I don't know what to do." The older stammered.

"We can either not pick it up because it is past midnight but we would be basically delaying the problem, so what's your call?"

"Wait- we? You consider this as your problem." Chan said in surprise. He is in this with him?

"Well...yeah." Jeongin answered while scratching the back of his neck. "Aren't we friends??" He continued.

Then the phone stopped ringing. "It stopped." Chan mumbled with a heart beating so fast since he was so nervous and also surprised as to what the younger said a  few seconds ago.

"Well like I said, it is past midnight, what was he expecting." Jeongin said which did make so much sense.

"But..." the younger continued. "We are friends, so I'm gonna help you out."

Chan stayed silent but smiled. He felt lucky to have someone that has his back, not that his current friends won't, it's just that Jeongin gets him almost immediately, he has this nature in him to understand a perosn just by looking at them and that amazed the older. He hates talking too much and explaining, which explains some of the reason why he doesn't open up, but Jeongin just gets him and he never felt this understood in his entire life.

"Okay, I'll start looking for a job tomorrow morning."

"I'll help you out." Jeongin said with his bright smile that gets the older every time.

"I'm not gonna refuse since you'll definitely do as you please so yeah sure I'd like so help." Chan said and the younger giggled.

"Okay, now let's sleep, it's so late." Jeongin said while covering himself.

"Good night, Innie." Chan softly said.

"Good night, Channie."

~~

"Jeongin still hasn't come back which means he definitely fell asleep at Chan's room." Felix said.

"He and Chan seem very close." Seungmin pointed out.

Felix nodded, "yeah they are. He even made cookies for him, I helped him out with it." Felix smiled proudly.

Seungmin laughed. "Cute."

Felix laughed and nodded.

"Anyway, did you and Hyunjin talk?" Seungmin asked. Felix stayed silent which meant they still haven't talked at all.

"Felix! You should talk to him, c'mon."

Felix sighed. "Ugh okay okay. Well he did say the other day that he wanted to talk so I'm just waiting for his call alright." Felix explained. "Tomorrow is friday so he'll probably call to meet up or something."

"Don't be nervous, alright? He might even like you back-"

"Don't, Seungmin. Please, don't." Felix interrupted his friend.

"It's just he always looks at you in a different way then he would look at me or Jisung. Like I always see it." Seungmin said with a sigh.

"Well turns out he doesn't so hopefully he'll forget this ever happend so we could go back to normal."

Seungmin sighed and nodded. "Alright."

hi I'm alive,, if you're curious as to why I was away this long well I posted a message in my profile about it.

I hope everyone is okay💜💜