Insomnia || Jeongchan

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"I am a jealous person, so don't test me."

Chan rubbed his eyes and opened the door. To say the least, he was surprised.

"D-dad??" He said, shocked to see him in Korea at the morning.

Many questions filled Chan's head, he felt uncomfortable in a way, scared in another way. What brought him here?

"Hello, son." His dad said as he went inside and then he saw Jeongin. He raised an eyebrow. "Who is this?"

"Um that's my friend, Yang Jeongin. He slept here yesterday." Chan said giving Jeongin an apologetic look. Jeongin gave a soft smile in return to ease the older.

"Will can he please leave? I have something important to talk to you about." The father said dismissing the existing of Jeongin.

"Will he is right behind you, can't you ask politely? He's my friend." Chan said, annoyance audible in his voice. His dad got up and gave Chan a look that left him feeling uncomfortable, Jeongin noticed.

"I'm gonna go to the bathroom for a second." He excused himself and found the bathroom quickly as if he known the place and still dismissing Jeongin, which Jeongin assumed that he did.

As his father left, Chan sighed and hid his face with his hands. Jeongin frowned and immediately went next to the older. I'm so sorry, he's just...rude." chan whispered.

Jeongin grabbed Chan's hands to uncover this face and smiled. "It's fine, I understand." Jeongin kept holding his hands then he squeezed them. "I'm gonna leave now, okay? Call me immediately after your dad leaves."

Chan nodded and forced a smile. Jeongin could see it so he hugged the older briefly then left. He sighed and head towards his dorm room.

On his way, all he could think about was Chan and his dad. He felt scared in a way he couldn't explain, he just wanted the older smiling and feeling okay.

Jeongin opened the door to his room. He saw Hyunjin and Felix cuddling, but only hyunjin awake, so he put a finger on this mouth signalling Jeongin to be quiet, which Jeongin caught on and nodded with a smile.

"What were you doing out early in the morning? It's Saturday." Hyunjin asked in a whisper.

"I feel asleep at Chan's room last night, so I'm back now." Jeongin replied.

"Aaah, Bangchan. You guys are close friends?" Hyunjin asked to which Jeongin nodded with a smile.

"How's things with Felix? Is he alright?"

Hyunjin frowned. "I'm not sure he's okay, and it's all my fault. I'm gonna make it up for him."

Jeongin titled his head. "But do you like him? You can't lead him on, you know." Jeongin said.

Hyunjin smiled. "You have no idea for how long I've liked him."

Jeongin smiled. He felt happy seeing that Felix would get the boy he wanted. But it only made him think of Chan. Why was he thinking of Chan? Was he the boy that Jeongin wanted? He sure does love his company and he leans on him and vice versa, but was that enough to know if he liked him? He wasn't sure, but he was sure of one thing,  which is his heart never beat this fast around anyone before.

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"So, why didn't you pick up last time I called?"

"It was late at night, i was asleep." Chan answered while looking at his fingers, not wanting to meet his father's eyes.

"Why didnt you call back the next day?" He inquired again.

Chan sighed and answered. "I have so many projects and homework that I forget other stuff sometimes." He mumbled.

"Which is why you gotta dropout, why study when we both you gonna take over a branch of my company? You're just wasting your time."

"Stop!" Chan yelled. "I studied engineering for you! And you telling me this?-" The dad interpreted him.

"Yeah because you wanted to study music so this is better than what you wanted."

"Then I did my part of the deal. I studied what you wanted so why now you want me to drop out?" Chan asked in disbelief. He couldn't believe his father, after doing everything he says he still can't  escape him.

"Okay then, you may continue, but you're gonna work for me after you graduate."

"That's not part of our deal." Chan interpreted.

"Well it is now." His father said through gritted teeth. "It is now."

Chan shook his head repeatedly.

"I'm gonna cut off your card and everything if you continue this behaviour." His father simply said while going through his phone. "It's your choice."

"My choice? You think you're giving me choices? None of them is something I wanted!" Chan yelled once again. His father was not gonna give him a break, he wanted to control him and he enjoyed doing so.

"Yes, I am giving you choices. Listen to me or suffer the consequences. Pretty fair to me." Hos father said giving him the look that Chan feared and hated. What a father he is.

Chan looked at the ground with a fist, he couldn't live as what his father wanted. He wants to be free and live his youth as he wanted. He wanted to make mistakes and try stuff and learn form them. He hated having everything planned by someone other than himself, it made his skin itch and his blood boil. He can't live this way.

"I'm gonna go, goodbye." His father finally left. As soon as he closed the door Chan fell to his knees. He felt scared, so scared.

It's been agesssss I knowwww and I'm sorry, I had the longest writers block and literally just busy too, I hope there is still ppl out here reading this story:((