Insomnia || Jeongchan

~•Scared•~

"I'm so sorry for everything. I'm pretty sure you wish you never knew me."

As Felix was peacefully eating his late breakfast, his phone dinged meaning he got a notification. He grabbed his phone to check it out.

From hyunjin💜
Hey lixie, can we meet up today somewhere?
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Felix sighed and texted back.

To hyunjin💜
Yeah sure, but I dont feel like going outside so can you just come to my room?
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From hyunjin💜
I'll be there in a few xoxo
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Felix noticed the xoxo and smiled, it somehow made him feel less nervous.

Felix got up and decided to fix his hair a little since it was a mess. He didn't bother with his PJ's, he didn't feel like wearing anything else so he just stayed in them.

Soon after, he heard a knock. He checked himself one more time in the mirror  then immediately went to open the door, and there he was.

"Hi, lixie." Hyunjin said, with his pretty smile that makes Felix melt. Felix's face was already turning a pinkish color. His heart was beating so fast and he felt like fainting.

"Hi, Hyunjin." Felix replied.

"No nickname for me? Ouch."

Felix panicked and didn't know what to say.

"Its fine, it's fine. It's my fault-" the taller boy was cut off.

"It was MY fault, I shouldn't have kissed you that day, it was a mistake and I'm so sorry." Felix blurted out fast.

"A mistake?" Hyunjin repeated.

Felix nodded. He couldn't look into his eyes so he just stared at the ground whole fiddling with small fingers.

"It meant nothing? To you?" Hyunjin asked again, disappointment in his face but Felix was busy in his thoughts to notice.

"Then why can't you look me in the eyes, Felix?" Hyunjin said as he was inching closer and closer to the shorter boy in front of him.

Felix was speechless, and he was inching back, still not looking at the boy before him. He eyes were on Hyunjin's foot, until his back hit the wall.

"Look at me Felix." Hyunjin said in a low soft voice. "Look me in the eyes and tell me it was a mistake."

Felix was full on panicking, he couldn't at all meet the older's eyes. Felix ended up covering his face with his hands, he was slightly shaking, which made Hyunjin worried.

Hyunjin reached a hand and placed it around Felix's waist and the other one at the back of his neck. "Lixie, are you okay?"

Felix could only shook his head no that he wasn't okay, in fact he was far from that.

Hyunjin's heart broke at the sight, he just wanted Felix happy and safe, not scared and sad. He wrapped his arms around him and hugged him tightly. "It's okay, Lixie. You're okay." Hyunjin kept saying words of comfort to ease the shorter boy, who still hide his face with his hands.

Hyunjin kissed the top of Felix's head, which sent instant panic through Felix and butterflies. So the younger just hugged his taller friend back and buried his face in his neck, so Hyunjin couldn't see his face yet.

Hyunjin smiled. He's such a small baby. He said to himself.

"Do you wanna take a nap maybe?" Hyunjin asked while brushing the younger's hair gently.

Felix hummed.

"Okay, do you mind if I carry you?" Hyunjin asked boldly, he was feeling pretty confident.

Felix on the other hand was melting, he couldn't reply, so he just froze there.

Hyunjin chuckled. "I'm taking that as a yes." Felix felt like he could faint any minute, his feet felt like jelly and his heart was ready to explode any second.

"Jump and wrap your legs around me, okay?" Hyunjin asked softly. Felix managed to jumped slightly, the older caught his legs and wrapped them around his waist.

Felix felt so light, he was dizzy. This cannot be real, I'm in a dream right now. He thought to himself.

Hyunjin carried them into Felix's bed and laid there with the younger now sitting in his lap with his legs around his waist, cuddling like there's no tomorrow.

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Jeongin woke up feeling super warm and cozy, like a blanket was hugging him. So he opened his eyes to see a pair of arms wrapped around him tightly, they were Chan's.

Jeongin started panicking. He doesn't know how they ended up this way, but most importantly, why was he still here? He's supposed to make the older sleep then he should get back to him room.

Jeongin wasn't one to fall asleep anywhere, but with Chan it was just different.

Jeongin stayed in the position, not really knowing what to do. Should he break the embrace? But it feels so warm. He decided to just stay until Chan wakes up, what could go wrong?

Jeongin was about to fall asleep, but then Chan's alarm rang, which ended up waking up Chan. He leaned to his night stand and stopped it.

Chan was still not fully awake, but he did notice immediately the position he and the younger were in.

Jeongin panicked so he pretended he was still alseep. He did feel the older was sitting not laying down with him, still had his arms around him and he could feel someone's gaze on him, he could Just feel it. And he was absolutely correct, Chan was indeed staring at him with a smile.

Chan reached a hand to remove a hair that was laying in Jeongin's face and ran his hand along the side of the younger's face. Chan thought he looks so beautiful while asleep. No, he actually always looked this beautiful.

He didn't want to leave the bed, it felt too warm and cozy. He slept well because of the younger, and he was forever thankful for that. He wished to stay this way forever, but he knew better that they needed to wake up eventually.

Chan decided to just get up and maybe prepare breakfast.

Jeongin was awake the whole time Chan was staring at him and ran a hand on the side of his face. It was very very difficult to stay still, but he couldn't let the older see him blushing while awake. He immediately went to the bathroom and washed his face to knock some sense into himself.

As he walked out if the bathroom, he smelled food. He went there with light footsteps, he felt shy around the older after everything. He came closer to the smell and where Chan was.

Chan turned around and noticed the younger, he immediately smiled. "I was gonna wake you up when I finish."

Jeongin smiled back softly. "I woke up on my own, I slept too much so I was pound to wake up eventually." Jeongin said while scratching the back of his head. "I didn't mean to fall asleep here."

"Either way, I don't mind at all." Chan genuinely said, he sleeps better when the younger is beside him the whole night, so of course he doesn't mind, not one bit.

But then a sudden knocks on the door interrupted them.

Chan immediately heard the knocking, washed his hand and went to go see who it was.

"Who could it be?" Jeongin asked, wondering who'll be visiting Chan at this hour on a Saturday.

"I have no idea, I'll go check it out." He said and got up to see who that could be. "You stay here."

Chan rubbed his eyes and opened the door. To say the least, he was surprised.

"D-dad??"

A long chapter to make up for the late updates, hope you'll like it!