Running in Circles

Suffer

We are at the door way when Mrs. Philip stopped us and asked where are we going.

"We will go to the pond Mrs. Philip, would you like to join our trip?", Laura said while giving her a big smile on her face

"No thanks darling, I have to do something here alright? Enjoy", she pat Laura's head and left

"Stupid", Tristan whispered. "What? Excuse you young man", I confront him.

"I said stupid, it's stupid why do we have to tell everything to her when leaving this house or property", he replied

"Well because she is older than you, she knows the best for you and knows what to-", he stared at me

"Is this your house?", he asked while smirking.

"Nope, but-", he cut my word again

"So shut up, know your place Victoria" and tried to leave with Laura

While i'm in shock, I can't even compete with him, because he is right. This is their mansion, their property and it's really none of my problem, i'am just staying here to be a nanny.

While walking the fountain suddenly opens that's why it scared me and made me scream

"What's the matter?", Laura asked while laughing at me, I can also see Tristan laughing because of how i'am shocked

"I didn't notice that this is still functioning, I didn't know", I responded

Laura then kept walking and Tristan walked towards me "see? You don't even know this place" and laughed "Wait for me Laura!" And run away.

I wanna lecture this foul-mouthed boy so bad but I can't, i'am nobody to him. I'am starting to hate him even more, I mean how rude is that?

When we finally arrived to the pond, which is the koi pond where me and Laura walked through while she is touring me to the property.

"This is where we chitchat, right?", I asked Laura with a big smile on my face

"Yeah! This is where I bring my loving ones", she respond

"It's loved-ones laura", tristan said. "Rude", Laura whispered and laughed at him
"Huh! I'am gonna get you!~", I just stared at them and looked at them play around the big pond.

The fish were very few, but I watched the fish swim, I wish I could swim but it's freezing cold outside.

"Hey, you should play with us", Tristan offered, wow finally something nice and not  disrespectful at all.

"No thanks, go ahead and pkay with Laura i'am just gonna watch the the fish here", I laughingly answered

"Are you mad?", he stopped and asked.

"Well no, but really Tristan it's rude to talk to people like that like you should control it sometimes" I honestly wanted to say this, but now i'am free

"Well then, sorry about that, you kinda deserve it.", and laughed. Wow. I'am. Speech. Less.

"Alright, you say it, off you go", I just smirked the way he smirk at me and he said "you look awful with that smirk, try a big smile that's better, good job for copying me though try harder", I just slightly opened my mouth in shock.

This kid is unbelievable.

A fish jumped off the pond and a crow ate it. Tristan saw it and tried hiding Laura at his back. I can say Tristan is very protective with Laura, and no one.

"Oh no! That's my favorite fish", Laura cried and I hugged her

Tristan then stepped on the fish and slammed it, it goes harder and harder

"TRISTAN!", he stopped and stared at me. "Why??? Why are you doing this?", I poibted to the dead fish at his hands

"No one should've ever suffer." he is very abusive. I'm going to try investigating more, because I can still remember the boy whole almost died just by the hands of tristan alone.

"Laura. Come on", tristan said.

We walked to the mansion. Mrs. Philip saw Laura cry and looked at me like i'am the one who is the killer of that fish

"What? What happened darling go upstairs I know you are upset", she death stared at me "you too sweetheart", she added

The two go upstairs and we talked

"What happened? Can't you take care of the children?", she asked while holding a napkin and her waist

"The fish died, cause it flew out the pond and a crow or I dont know a kind of bird ate the fish, but then Tristan is the one who killed the-", he cut my words

"Tristan again??? Do you hate tristan? Cause i'am sure you are", she is so mad that he threw the napkin away

"But how could I not, he is disrespecting me, he is abusive I don't even question anymore if the boy from the school that he tried to kill was real", I screamed

"Hey Victoria, you are here to teach and take care of the children. And the rest IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!, don't act like you own this place, you are not even a week yet here!", she screamed one more time

"Sorry." I said.

While going upstairs I saw Laura and Tristan listening while me and Mrs. Philip argue.

"Yeah, let's go Laura, come on, some people really don't love us for what we are, they love us for the money. Right Victoria?... Laura let's go", Tristan leaves

"Why would you say that Victoria?", Laura asked with a sad face and a tear shivering down her eyes. She left.

"Darling i'am sorry",I tried my best but she locked her door.

I felt so guilty, I can't even look at myself anymore. I feel so dumb, so stupid.

Tristan is right, I should've just shut up and know my place here. This is theirs and not mine. I'am just here to be a nanny, I guess I have crossed the line.

I'am like abusing a child. Mostly tristan, I guess I just have to go with the flow in this mansion, I should try shutting up when my voice is not needed at all.

Maybe tristan is still hurted by the fact that he doesn't have parents anymore, even Quincy his bestfriend also died. Maybe that's why he is so mad at this world, maybe he thinks that the world doesn't understand him.

But I do now.

I tried cleaning the mess in the study room, then I saw this diary. All of the things inside is mine but this one isn't.

I tried opening it and I saw the diary of Alyssa.

"Laura is a great person. She is so sweet I wonder who hates this child because i'am going to have argument with them. She is brilliant and kind hearted I wish one day I will have a daughter like her", the diary says.

This is old. The dust is think but the inside is maintain so I planned to just keep it with me and read it while I work here at the mansion.

And I cleaned all the mess, I saw Tristan's answers and score. He got a perfect score, I guess i'am right, he is maybe destroyed because of what happened to his loved ones.

Alyssa? Maybe the old nanny that Laura is telling me who left her. But why?