Running in Circles

Mannequin

I'am now at my bedroom, I try taking a bath. I just sar there and think about what happened earlier.

I just broke Laura's heart... and mostly tristan. I'am so stupid. I just wNna disappear after that, if I only know that they were listening upstairs. I could've watched my words.

I know for a fact that it broke their hearts... and mine too.

I wen't our of the property and drive to Jessica's just so I can buy stuffs for them. I will buy a fish for Laura and a music thingy for Tristan. I hope they will accept it with a smile.

When I arrived to Jessica's, she hugged me so tight that we squeezed together. This is all that I need.

"OH MY GHAD finally! You're hereeee", jessica greeted me at the doorway of our old apartment.

"Uhh I miss this place, I know its just been 3 days or so what but God knows how hard is it to stay with someone you don't know and like i'am so stressed because-", jessica stared at me and said "rant on me, I will listen"

I smiled and told her everything while we are eating tjis delicious chocolate cake that she baked for her fiance, how sweet right?

Few moments past...

"So where am I?", I asked after a long time of talking and talking

"So she said that you kinda hate Tristan and stuffs like that", jessica replied

"Yeah. Then after that fighting and shouting I didn't noticed that Tristan and Laura were upstairs. I said shits, everything. Every. thing", I scratched my head and just ate a whole slice of the cake

"Girl. I think that tristan is something, because he is so disrespectful to you like even if he's rich duhhh you still should care about other's feelings, mostly also if it's older than you", she said while munching the cake that she made

"OH MEN I wanna spank that child so bad right now", jessica slammed the table

"It's not worth it girl", I respond

While eating the cake I saw a guy staring at us on the window of the kitchen. I looked one more time and it's gone.

How is that possible? Maybe it's Jessica's fiance. How lucky she is that she don't even have to pretend okay because her fiance got her back.

I went out of the apartment quickly before it gets dark and buy what I needed.

While i'am driving I thought someone was in my car because something is making noices from the back, and it's like trying to open the door.

I looked at the back but nothing is in there. I must've been going crazy right now. That's how guilty i'am.

When i'am at the drive way of the property, I got nervous that I even practice how will I tell Laura and Tristan my sorry. I'am afraid that they might hate me and just make me leave. Sucks that I promised Laura that I will never gonna leave her, but I will not... never.

As the door is open, I went to Laura's room.

"Hey Laura? Can you please open the door?" I said while knocking at the door. Brave face on.

Laura peeks at the door and welcomed me. I saw her crying and her hair went messy. I must've gave her a hard time. Oh sweet baby Jesus.

She hugged me.

I'am surprised... I thought she will shout at me, yell at me and tell me her guts about me. But I was wrong, from the very beginning. She is a sweetheart, a lovely person, soft-hearted girl and smart little angel. She is the best.